I apologize in advanced I just needed to get this out. My FH and I are currently in long distance and have been for two years while I finish up university. We have been together for a long time and I've just struggled the past few days with being away. I have lost a lot of friends when I got engaged last August and I spend lots of time alone. University used to be so fun and now I am simply countdown till I graduate. Sometimes I just get so angry and jealous because he gets to be home with all our friends and family and I have to go at it up here in Boston by myself.
I don't expect anyone to reply it just felt good to write this out
coffeeisgreen
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Aww sorry girl. I know it's not easy. When do you graduate?
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I apologize in advanced I just needed to get this out. My FH and I are currently in long distance and have been for two years while I finish up university. We have been together for a long time and I've just struggled the past few days with being away. I have lost a lot of friends when I got engaged last August and I spend lots of time alone. University used to be so fun and now I am simply countdown till I graduate. Sometimes I just get so angry and jealous because he gets to be home with all our friends and family and I have to go at it up here in Boston by myself.
I don't expect anyone to reply it just felt good to write this out
I understand EXACTLY how you feel. My FH and I have a long distance relationship as well. It truly is annoying being alone most of the time and it makes it harder that no one understands how you feel. If you ever need someone to talk to fm me. I hope you are feeling better
ashandscott2015
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I've got four months to go I graduate in May
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Hhang in there girl! we started long distance as well (Boston to Chicago for 1.5 years). It was tough, but you can definitely do it!!
ashandscott2015
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Thanks guys sometimes I just feel lonely because I know not a lot of people my age are not getting married and my friends for whatever reason just stopped talking to me and saying mean things like oh she's fat why is she engaged and I'm not. I know it's an immature reaction but they we're suppose to be my best friends and it's just hard to not want to explode sometimes
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There is no need to feel lonely. We are all there for you. ESP people that have been in the same situation before. Don't listen to what others say when they are negative. Those type of people are just jealous that they do not have what you have.
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My FH and i were in a long distance relationship forever. Its hard! I'm sorry youre going through that feeling - but it will pass. Focus on the positive!
ashandscott2015
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I went to sleep last night and woke up and went to the gym and im feeling better about things. I just have to take it one day at a time.
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I went to sleep last night and woke up and went to the gym and im feeling better about things. I just have to take it one day at a time.
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thats why youre on LIW! make new friends that are going through the same things and have great people to vent to :)
