My fiance had her trial done and she looked like a clown, same thing as you, except she feels the social pressure to look like this on her special day... at the cost of all affection from me. I refuse to kiss her looking like that because she is so beautiful naturally, which is her normal mode. The make up repulses me to the point of reconsidering my desire to get go through with it.
The day after they called about my video the Photgrapher called and said the album was in. It was so fast. I sent my final album order in on 6/28 and the album was ready on 7/27. It looks great.