Sad right now

So this is going to sound really stupid, but my parents have kept EVERYTHING since like the day i was born that had to do with me and kept it all up in my attic. I have like every single notebook, worksheet, art project etc from literally kindergarten and even before that...anyways, we decided that it is kind of silly to keep all of that and with me moving out when i get married and all, so she was like why dont you go through it, keep the important stuff, and use the bins to pack up some other things that i will be taking with me, so i agreed and FINALLY went through everything and through out like 90% of the things...literally i through out all the pointless stuff like old notebooks of definitions of science terms and stuff...anyways, its so silly but im reaaaallly sad over it, i literally started crying as i put the last of the stuff in the garbage...it was as if i was throwing away my childhood, i mean like i said, it was all pointless stuff to keep, but it was so hard to through it away and even typing this right now i am fighting back tears, i want to go back to the garbage and take it all back ...sorry to bore you all but i just had to write this out am i being stupid???? please tell me i am and to get over this! lol

i dont think its stupid
i know when i did the same thing, it was more emotional because of moving out and being on my own than really because of a notebook; its just that that is what you happen to be doing when it 'hits' you

You're not being stupid! Those notebooks and science definitions were important to you at one time and are tangible reminders of the girl you used to be.

I would have cried a little too.

That kind of stuff get's to me too! You are allowed to cry, but then you have to promise to smile! You have this new wonderful life ahead of you now!

I'm tearing up just thinking about it myself Your not stupid at all for feeling that way.