SNIFF SNIFF :( It's time for me to go....

BUT I WILL BE BACK, I PROMISE!!!!!

I cannot believe that the baking time for the Bear Cub is almost up and that today is my last day at work and on LIW for a bit (just a bit, don't worry). I cannot believe that in less then 3 weeks time I'll be a MOMMY!!!!! That my dream of holding my own little miracle will finally be coming true.

I want to THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU (and you all know who you are) for ALL THE SUPPORT and ENCOURAGEMENT you gave me from my miscarriage through this miracle. You all gave me the strength when I needed to get through some of the not so good days and I'm glad that I was able to make you all laugh at my stories! And the best one yet will be the labor story!!

To all my fellow September EDD buddies, Neda, Lauren, Stacey and Michelle (applesfla) -- I wish you all a healthy, speedy delivery and all the best of luck on the birth of your own little miracles!!!

I wonder who will go first and if any of us will be on the same day? And whose baby will be the biggest!! Stacey, I have a feeling it might be your little munchkin!!! And mine will be right there with him!!!!

I thought when this day came, I would be a bit relieved because I wouldn't have to travel in here anymore, but I have to tell you I've been crying on and off all day. Not to mention the fact that my computer is still giving me problems and I can't get all this work done, but whatever.

I really am going to miss you all and catching up with everybody!!

And I'll leave you with a funny Joe story -- the other night (actually all week long), I couldn't sleep because of these aches in my leg (it's the nerve from all the friggin steps and walking I did ), so I finally went in the living room to try and sleep on the loveseat, since it reclines. I was just falling asleep when all of a sudden the light goes on in the kitchen and I hear someone rummaging in the cabinets -- it's the night walker called my husband who raids the cabinets while he's sleeping. I very quietly said 'Joe, what are you doing?' and he yells 'WHAT? YOU SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME! WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THERE?' I told him that I was there all night, didn't he notice I was gone? Nope, he had no clue I wasn't in the bed because he felt all my pillows!!! He then turns and goes back to bed mumbling, leaving the cabinet open and all the lights on. Nice to know that he knew where I was, right? Needless to say in the morning when I spoke to him, he didn't remember all of this!

Oh I cannot wait for the labor and his reaction!!!

Ok, I have to go now before I really start crying! Thank you all again and I miss you already!!



Don't worry, I won't keep you hanging with the arrival of the Bear Cub!!!