so last night......

i spent over an hour BALLING my eyes out. I just LOST it. I am so scared that we wont have enough money to pay for this thing.....and that i wont fit into my dress and i wont lose the weight i want to.....and nothing will be ready. I just couldnt take it and had my breaking point.
FH was very understanding adn there for me....but i just needed to let loose......i am mostly scared that im not going to lose the weight i want....i dont want to look back on my weding pictures and regret not looking better. I was losing weight so good at first and now its just going so slow
I told him that he has to understand why im on ehre so much....you girls are the only ones who can relate... thats why i love yas!!!

Thanks for letting me vent

I can totally relate to what you are going through. Although I dont have a solution for you, I just think you should know that no matter what weight you are on your wedding day, just know that you are marrying a man that loves you no matter what. I have come to realize that looks arent everything, and whats on in the inside is what matters most. You have done sooo well with losing the amount of weight that you have lost so far... keep it up and dont get discouraged! Its not easy, but dont give up


eta... Nicole, the next time you are at the gym, do me a favor.. pick up a 25 lb weight and hold it for a min.... thats how much weight you lost already. ITS ALOT!!!!!!! You have done amazing and you should be soooo proud of yourself!!!!!!!!!!

awww Diana..you are so sweet...thank you so much!!!!

---

Posted by pinkstar025

awww Diana..you are so sweet...thank you so much!!!!

---

just telling the truth

awww! cheer up date twin!!



everyone who diets reaches a plateau. keep at it!! don't lose faith. you can DO IT!!

Know that you are not alone! But I do believe having a good tearful breakdown is a wonderful stress reliever. I hope you feel a little better. You will be fine and your pictures will be beautiful

It will be ok!!!!!

well..i feel much better mentally.....i just put my bike on the most resistant setting and rode fo 40 minutes until i couldnt do it anymore......now im gonna mow the lawn..and then after i cool down....go do some arm weights



THANK YOU GIRLS!!

---

Posted by pinkstar025

i spent over an hour BALLING my eyes out. I just LOST it. I am so scared that we wont have enough money to pay for this thing.....and that i wont fit into my dress and i wont lose the weight i want to.....and nothing will be ready. I just couldnt take it and had my breaking point.
FH was very understanding adn there for me....but i just needed to let loose......i am mostly scared that im not going to lose the weight i want....i dont want to look back on my weding pictures and regret not looking better. I was losing weight so good at first and now its just going so slow
I told him that he has to understand why im on ehre so much....you girls are the only ones who can relate... thats why i love yas!!!

Thanks for letting me vent

---

Awww... Hang in there!! You will lose the weight you want to and everything will get paid for and you will have a beautiful wedding and look GREAT!!!

aww i hear ya

i've been stressing soo bad lately, about the same thing!! especially the $$ part ... I realy don't know where it's going to come from.

and then i tried on my dress ... and my mom basically had to put her foot against my back so she could zip me in! so im feeling the diet too.

just try to relax, enjoy the last few months and know that God will take care of everything!!

OK after working out like crazy...i decided to put my dress on ( after i showered that is )
and IT FITS!!!!
i might have dislocated my wrist trying to zip the last 1/2 inch....but i got it!