so while watching ER last night

FH actually told me on his own that something scares him.

There was this one scene when a mother was giving birth with twins and she ended up passing away as a result of it (some nasty stuff happened which i will not say because it's lunch time lol).

Fh tells me, 'omg that's one of my worst fears is losing you but having our baby. I can't watch this.'

This was really the first time in 3 years that he told me that something scared him. It was nice but obv. uncomfortable at the same time a little.

Yea, that story line of that couple really made me cringe. Its one of my fears too, but with good medical care you hope that things like that dont happen too often.
That was kinda sweet that FH said that to you

omg that terrifies me too though.....ever since i saw jersey girl where jennifer lopez has the brain aneurysim and dies during labor...ugh it makes me seriosuly question wanting to give birth...

I missed that part. I cried when the old lady died so sad

That was sad.

i started to tear during the first house when they were showing Dr. Green dying of cancer and he was talking to his daughter.

sad

I was crying when the old lady died too. This sounds sick but it made me think I wanna go before FH bc I can't imagine a day without him. I know then he will have to live without me but I know he would handle it better.

That show was really good the one before the finally. I missed Dr.Green he was the best