Bah! I'm driving myself nuts and I know it's silly. I'm becoming obsessive thinking about photos and how my nose is too big, and when I lose weight my face looks funny if I get too skinny. And now that I have my dress- the back is all open lace and I can't wear the bra I always wear, so now I feel like I need bigger boobs. And I always thought that I'd have my hair half-up and half-down, but now wit this dress with its gorgeous back, I need to wear my hair up. I want to wear bangs, because my forehead is really big- (LOL- ahhahahaha, as I'm typing this I'm thinking I'm nuts.) So many updo's have no bangs...
Between me finally putting my foot down with my father, who wanted 24 friends at a 120 person wedding, which he isn't contributing towards, ----- to my $hitty *** MOH who doesn't apologize but demands we talk last week, I've been stressed, literally got violently sick this past weekend, been eating like a crazy and gained almost 5lbs... seriously! I think I need a timeout bc if I keep going like this Im going to be a mess the next 10mths. LOL, I seriously just have to laugh. I'm ridiculous!
Anyone making themselves crazy with things?!!
TeemHenn
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I refuse to let anyone or anything drive me crazy.
I keep telling myself that none of this matters and at the end of the day I am going to married to the love of my life.
You got to shake some stuff off and stand your ground on others. Take a deep breath and everything will be fine :)
Xanex helps too! :)
pixietina
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No I am constantly freaking out about money issues and that I need to lose weight. I'm very insecure about my face and how it doesn't look smooth because I wear a mask all day at work. Your not nuts, but we do have to take it easy and just hope for the best. Babysteps!
FutureWifey
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I am freaking out about the whole 'moving in together and buying a house thing...' Oh, and the 200+ wedding thing (because I'm anxious in big crowds). Yea.... I know how you feel.. thinking about it helped me drop 7 lbs since March.
linda_art
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Thanks ladies.
Kuklitsa143
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OMG... I worry about peeing and pooing during the wedding. I worry about chapped lips I worry about bouncy boobies I worry about money I worry about everything stupid detail
you are not alone
FutureMrsGTL
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Don't worry you're not nuts! I worry about everything, especially money, weight and my flabby arms!!
1112bride
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You are your own worst critic! Can I tell you that I looked at the wedding website you posted and in every single picture I kept thinking 'damn, Linda's sooo pretty!!' Seriously, your nose isn't big and neitehr is your forehead, and I don't think you need to lose an ounce of weight either!!! I stress about things like that too, so you are definitely not alone. I keep thinking about how muxch deodorant I'm going to need cause ill be sweating like a pig and I don't want to be smelly! Lol Whenever you get a negative thought in your head, just remember that you are the only one who thinks that, no one else!!!
