stressing

not so much about the wedding. I am stressing more about the aspects of my life that I have had to push aside while making time to plan the wedding. I am also stressing, as usual, about taking time from work for my HM. I have certain work things that must get done before the HM no matter what (I am self employed, so it is my own butt on the line no matter how I look at it). How will I get those things done, when I have appointments galore in the next 3 weeks? I also want to call my friends more but don't have time. They leave me really nice messages saying they are excited for my big event, and sometimes I don't even get a chance to call back! I guess they understand! I'm also just not motivated. I want to sit and relax, but I then I feel guilty because I'm not accomplishing what I have to do.

Ok, I just need some



and maybe some

i'm sure your friends understand that u're crazy busy between work and wedding stuff...
take a deep breath and relax! everything will be fine!

here is an easy solution:

1- drive to nearest liquor store.
2- purchase nice bottle of wine. treat yourself to something, not overly expensive, but not cheap either.
3- drive home
4- open wine and pour yourself a nice glass.
5- chill out watching your favourite tv show, play your favourite game, do whatever it is you do to relax. just dont do wedding stuff, or even think about it.

take some me time.