Total breakdown...

Total breakdown...

A bit of background, FH & I live in Manhattan but go to my parents house every weekend on Long Island. So last night when we got back FH dropped me & the dog off with all our crap at the apartment and then brought the car to the garage a few blocks away. While I was putting things away I realized that I was missing one of my bags with wedding paperwork in it. So I called him and had him go back to the garage - no bag! I don't know what came over me, but I started crying, I called my mom and she said I left the bag on my bed at home. This totally threw me into a breakdown - I cried for like an hour - real big tears! This morning I woke up, took a shower...FH says my mom called to see how I was doing and to call her. So I call her - at this point I am running late for work - I'm dressed, showered and bringing the dog outside. As I'm on the phone with her...waterworks begin again! So I decide, I'll call in sick to work - I get my boss on the phone and say I'm not feeling well...she's totally sympathetic because I sound like a basketcase...and then I start crying with her on the phone. I guess my stress has caught up to me...I thought I was being cool, calm & collected - what the hell is wrong with me!!

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You're getting really close now and you're being overwhelmed, it's just catching up with you. Since you didn't go into work today use this as an opportunity to just relax and not think about the wedding, go to a spa and get pampered a lil. Take it easy, you're almost there!!

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deep breaths. take comfort knowing it will all be done in a couple weeks and you never have to do this again!

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aww, poor baby. I totally understand why you are reacting like this. You are so close, you need a me day to relax, sleep in and be by yourself

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Thanks girls! LIW is such a great support system!

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Awww sweetie... I'm the same way!!! I think we all experience this at one time or another. Take a deep breathe and try to relax.... We're here for you...

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I totally understand how you feel. I have been really emotional too lately and just blah. I really want to be happy I don't know what to do.

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that totally sounded like me two weeks before my wedding. so here these are for you!!!!!

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I hope you are feeling better! Hang in there!

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honey ur probably just nervous cause ur wedding is right around the corner.. ... and everyone around u who loves u understands that ... it will be ok

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Girl i have had a couple of these breakdowns. Its just stress. Let it out though u always feel better afterwards.

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we may think we are fine, but our bodies are telling us that we are stressed out. a day off should do you good.
feel better

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There is nothing wrong with you at all. It is getting really close and you just want everything to go smoothly and you hit a tiny bump in the road. It is a very emotional time and stress level is thru the roof. I know how you feel and it will pass eventuly and turn from stress into excitement Just hang in there

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Aww! It's just because it's close! Those will all soon be tears of JOY!!!!

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Awww....I hope you are feelingbetter!

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Sounds like stress since you're just days away!! Take some time to yourself and get pampered - massage, facial, manicure and pedicure - the works!!! Also, have FH cuddle you - things will get better and your getting married in just about a week and a half and that's what will make this all worth it!!!