ugh i feel like everything SU CKS right now

First I had a lil dissapointment at CLM when I was dropping stuff off, but its really not a big deal. We got pulled over on the way home.

Then I get home and one of my BM's calls. She started med school rotations today and found out she has to be ON CALL from 6am tomorrow UNTIL 8am FRIDAY MORNING so she is missing the entire rehearsal and dinner not to mention the fact that she isnt going to be SLEEPING thursday night. She wont even be able to try on her dress until friday when she comes to my house bc now I have to pick it up for her. She is getting out of the hospital at 8 and has to be at the hair place by 930....I feel so bad for her.

I knew this was a possibility from day one...but Im totally sad and upset as she is one of my best freinds and is missing out of so much. I have been sitting here with a damn box of tissues crying my eyes out.

I still have so much to do and I just want to be left alone to sulk in my room.


ETA I forgot to add the best frekkin part of the day. I went with my friend to the slaon for pedis and she takes off my polish and I have some sort of frekkin nail fungus (sorry TMI I know) so I couldnt even get a damn french pedicure and had to get pink. I know it isnt a big deal...but first of all EWWWWWW and second of all I was dissapointedin having to get color, Now I have to try and make a appointment for a foot doc when I get back from mexico