UPDATE ON ME....

Good morning all, thanks for all your kind words. I think the baby is gone. I now have full fledge bleeding and cramping. I have an appt at my OB tomorrow. Thanks for all the FM. Fret not I still have JOY UNSPEAKABLE in good times and in bad times.

The only sad part is that I was so excited and was so looking forward to the next 9 months, all the planning and the swelling and vomitting etc. I had made up my mind to be ready for it all, I guess it was not my time.

For those who are thinking that I should have waited to announce, when and if I get pregnant again, I will tell again, b/c I believe whatever your destiny is, nothing can change that.

I serve a true and living God and he is worthy to be praised in good times and in bad times. He knows why all things happens and he makes no mistakes. I thank him for the opportunity to carry life even for this short period of time.

Now the question within me has been answered YES I can get pregnant. And I believe it happened once, he will bless me another time. I will wait on him and his timing.

Now I have to think of another way to tell my mom and Roger again Oh what fun Ladies be not sad, I am not, my hubby and my mom and my friends are all very supportive. I am glad I told you all b/c you all got to share with me in the short time that I was preggo it was good. I am looking forward to the next time it happens.

PS I forgot to tell you all I was not far along as I thought I was, my Dr thinks that I conceived around V-day and I was 4 weeks, I did an sonogram on Friday and the embryo was very tiny and it is was in my uterus. She was concerned b/c my HCG #s were not rising as she would have liked. So she sent me to get the sonogram. After the sonogram she said the #'s were right in line with a baby of 4 weeks.

See you all lata, gotta get ready for church.

A Mother's Prayer/ Affirmation After Miscarriage
In this time of loss I call upon my spirit within to guide me to my strength so that I may find peace and completion.

I will use this strength to demand of myself and others my need to grieve completely, for this will be my first step to healing.

During my time of grief I will seek guidance not only from my inner spirit but from loving persons who may offer wisdom and comfort.

I need to understand that the soul as well as the physical body needs healing and to pay attention to this. I will learn to accept that the soul may never heal completely.

I will learn to live not in fear and once again see beauty in my world and purpose in my existence.

In spite of my new knowledge that things happen that cannot be controlled, I must call upon the places within me that tell me I do have control over much of my life and use this control to aid my healing.

Let me recognize the gift in my ability to conceive and carry life however briefly.

Let me take joy in my ability to love so deeply and desire to nurture a soul unbeknownst to me.

Let me find healing in the belief that this soul knew my love for it and that that love helped it to pass to another place.

Let me honor this short life not only with my love but in finding meaning in its existence.

Let me recognize this meaning in not only my ability to survive, but in my fullest appreciation of all the moments motherhood will bring me, along with my deeper compassion and sisterhood to other women who've experienced loss.

Let a part of this soul be reflected in the spirit of my future children, born or adopted, so that I may know it through them.

I will listen to and trust the place in my deepest heart that tells me I will once again be reunited with this soul and will fulfill the need to hold it in my arms.

I will help myself to feel comfort in the knowledge that there is a star in heaven that belongs to me.

by Stacey Dinner-Levin

Shamma.

I will say that I completely admire and adore you, your strength, your positive attitude and your faith and Love for God and Life ITself.

You are truly an amazing woman, and I KNOW that you will soon be an amazing Mommy and role model to a special child, who God will handpick, and create from LOVE, especially for you and Roger and your beautiful family.

I wish I was right by you to give you a big, strong and warm hug.

I will post only happy thoughts and happy icons, because I am following your lead and I am going to be as strong for you as you are for yourself.

GOd Bless you sweetie
LOTS OF LOVE, from the bottom of my heart.

I am so sorry to hear. I wish you lots of luck with everything and God will bless you again.

Shamma - I am so sorry to hear about your loss However, I have to say that your spirit, even in hard times, is such an inspiration! I pray that your spirit will carry you and your DH through this difficult time and into happier times.

aw...you are still the shamma mama. I always say in these circumstances that the good news is you know you can get pregnant.....and that is half the battle!

So just open your heart and spirit to another little creation and it will be right around the corner....

My love and prayers are with you and your family! You also have fm!

I am so sorry, yet I do know your time will come again.

I toally admire your strength and willingness to accept, all things happen for a reason. He would not let this happen if you could not handle it. And you are handling it like a champ! Your spirituality, friends and families are the keys in life, and you have all!! You are a very blessed lady!

Shamma,

I am sorry about your loss but I know how much fun you will be having trying again! Our bodies are amazing vessels and their is some comfort knowing that it can and will happen again! God Bless you!

Stacey

Shamma

I am so sorry. Please feel free to FM me if you need a shoulder, though it seems you are going to be just fine.

Keep The Faith Shamma

You are an amazing woman Shamma! I wish you only the best!

God Bless!!!!!

I am so sorry

I admire your strength and positive attitude

Shamma - your positive attitude is an inspiration. I have no doubt that you will make a wonderful, inspirational mother to a very special child. Many to you and Roger. Many your faith in God continue to give you joy unspeakable.

Okay...I admit I am tearing and if your post had been written without your increadiable Faith I would be in a full blown cry. You are an inspiration Shamma. I will pray that you are blessed again very soon.

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Posted by coselige

May your faith in God continue to give you joy unspeakable.

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Those words are SO perfect, coselige.

OMG Shamma I am so sorry You are such an incredibly strong woman and I admire you for that. I kow you will be blessed again when your time is right