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UPDATE ON ME....

Original post by shamma

Good morning all, thanks for all your kind words. I think the baby is gone. I now have full fledge bleeding and cramping. I have an appt at my OB tomorrow. Thanks for all the FM. Fret not I still have JOY UNSPEAKABLE in good times and in bad times.

The only sad part is that I was so excited and was so looking forward to the next 9 months, all the planning and the swelling and vomitting etc. I had made up my mind to be ready for it all, I guess it was not my time.

For those who are thinking that I should have waited to announce, when and if I get pregnant again, I will tell again, b/c I believe whatever your destiny is, nothing can change that.

I serve a true and living God and he is worthy to be praised in good times and in bad times. He knows why all things happens and he makes no mistakes. I thank him for the opportunity to carry life even for this short period of time.

Now the question within me has been answered YES I can get pregnant. And I believe it happened once, he will bless me another time. I will wait on him and his timing.

Now I have to think of another way to tell my mom and Roger again Oh what fun Ladies be not sad, I am not, my hubby and my mom and my friends are all very supportive. I am glad I told you all b/c you all got to share with me in the short time that I was preggo it was good. I am looking forward to the next time it happens.

PS I forgot to tell you all I was not far along as I thought I was, my Dr thinks that I conceived around V-day and I was 4 weeks, I did an sonogram on Friday and the embryo was very tiny and it is was in my uterus. She was concerned b/c my HCG #s were not rising as she would have liked. So she sent me to get the sonogram. After the sonogram she said the #'s were right in line with a baby of 4 weeks.

See you all lata, gotta get ready for church.
dandj Posted:

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I'm sorry to hear about what you have been dealing with....my thoughts are with you at this sad time...
sam Posted:

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Shamma,
I am so sorry Keep your faith. God doesn't give us more than we can handle.
Rainmama Posted:

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I am so sorry for your loss. You seem to be such a strong woman! Any child would be beyond lucky to have you as a mama. You are in my thoughts!!!
shamma Posted:

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Hello one and all, I am checking in. I went to church and you know in my spirit I was thinking don't go, b/c you are going to cry all day. Guess what I had a fantastic time in the Lord. GOd knows what we need and he sends it. He sends us comfort, he sends us intercessors, he sends us joy and peace.

I never knew my faith would be tested like this, I was just going on my way enjoying my Christian journey up come trial, but God never said we would go thru life on a bed of ease. He said tho' he would never leave us nor forsake us. I believe there is a lesson in everything we go thru. I am looking for my lesson so I can get past this soon.

I usually wonder how someone who had a m/c so early could be so sad, now I know. I love all of you for being supportive, it means so much to come on here and see that you all care enough about me to leave such kind words. You are a wonderful set of women, you bring out the best in me, you all make me aim to be a better person.

I believe God is faithful to those who trust in him. When the time is right I know I will be pregnant again. The only thing I am worried about will I walk around like a worry wart thinking will I m/c this one too?? I will have to pray to get past that fear. If God brings it to you, he will bring you thru it.

I am sorry if I sound preachy but this is what I believe and this is what gives me hope, joy, peace and contentment. Withouth Christ in my life it would not be worth living.


PS My mother, who was too young to be a g-ma called me this afternoon, saying she has hope that this is my period I was like, ma it is not She was like, why are you giving up hope, I said b/c I know. I just feel it.

jannshari Posted:

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I don't think any words I can say will compare to the words that you have already spoken yourself, so I just wanted to tell you that I think you are an absolutely incredible, strong, unique, beautiful woman and you have wisdom far beyond that of the majority of people in this world. I wish you and Roger and your family continued joy in the future. You have somehow managed to put beautiful words to your joy unspeakable!
sonia Posted:

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Posted by shamma
If God brings it to you, he will bring you thru it.



shamma you really are an inspiration. i am so proud of you being able to get through this in this way. i have so much respect for you. and you're definitely not preaching .. all of us have learned so much from you!
TJW Posted:

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Shamma - I am so sorry for your loss.

Even though I dont know you, from reading your posts, you come across as a strong woman with such a strong faith. You are really inspirational. Your faith and your family and friends will get you thru this difficult time. I had a m/c in Sept of '92 - It was pretty early on as well. I had a beautiful baby girl in Sept '93 - so I will pray that the same happens for you.

Tina
cooky11111 Posted:

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Posted by shamma
GOD knows what we need and he sends it. He sends us comfort, he sends us intercessors, he sends us joy and peace.

I believe there is a lesson in everything we go thru. I am looking for my lesson so I can get past this soon.

I believe God is faithful to those who trust in him. When the time is right I know I will be pregnant again.




Shamma I am so sorry I have to agree with all the above and things happen for a reason. God does not hand you any thing he doesn't think you can get through!!! I believe that is why you got through church this morning.

My thoughts, my prayers and my love it with you!!!!
dawnie Posted:

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My prayers are with you for your loss. You have such wonderful faith and strength. You are an inspiration to us all.
curly2003 Posted:

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I echo all that has been said. I am so sorry Shamma!!!!!! But with your faith, spirit and family I trust you will be fine. Many hugs to you.
Nikki10-12-03 Posted:

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Shamma, I am so sorry for your loss. You sound like such a strong willed person and I respect you for your strength in life and your strength in god. You are so right when you say god will bless you again b/c he will
stacedz Posted:

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Oh Shamma, you are such a stong person and esp. through such a trying time. I am sure God knows that there will be another time for you, this just wasn't it....many hugs to you, this is just a little test that you will pass....
susans Posted:

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I have nothing but admiration for your strength and your abilty to keep a positive outlook at a time like this. I was moved to tears from your post.
You are everything that a mother should be and I've no doubt in my mind that you'll be blessed to fill that role someday.
LisaT Posted:

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Shamma
mv1003 Posted:

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Shamma

I hope to posses one once of the class & dignity you do in life. You stated before that God does not give us more than we can handle. Love you to, Roger, your family & the little baby in heaven.
Suzanne Posted:

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SHamma i am so sorry I think that you are such a brave woman and so strong...I am here if you ever need anything, even just a chat and a molton...
endlessluv429 Posted:

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QUOTE:'I serve a true and living God and he is worthy to be praised in good times and in bad times. He knows why all things happens and he makes no mistakes. I thank him for the opportunity to carry life even for this short period of time. '


AMEN!! God is good will be praying for you!
june262004 Posted:

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Shamma All my thoughts and Prayers are with you all.
Kriss2c Posted:

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Posted by mv1003

Shamma

I hope to posses one once of the class & dignity you do in life.



Here here!

Shamma, I am so sorry.
natasha Posted:

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Shamma: I am so sorry for your loss.

I admire and love you. You will get through this with the love and support of your family and friends. I lift you and Roger up in prayers, and I know you will be blessed again.

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