updates,checks, vents and more
okay so as a lot of you know i've been driven to the point of insanity due to some uncooperative ppl in my life but...
everyone has miracalously stepped up (probably after I had a mini breakdown.) lol
IT seems like a bridal shower is in the works. (and its an actual surprise). I only know because of whispers and giggles i get from friends when im around lol
also...
Everyone stopped whining and started planning a bachellerotte party! (sigh of relief)
it took me breaking down at work (in front of one of my bms who orginally drove me the most insane) for her to I guess step up,apologize and get everyone else into shape.
I feel a bit relieved and finally close to my bridesmaids. I don't really want to kill them anymore! lol
on my fathers healthh: my dad is a 3 month old kidney transplant patient and he is slowly recovering but saturday morning he collapsed and was rushed to the hospital. Thankfully it wasnt a rejection episode, it seems like it was vertigo and also stress...explanation to follow. (prayers much appreciated~ :) )
My siblings have been driving my dad and myself insane. They lack compassion, are uncooperative and I don;t know what to do with them anymore.
They're basically going thru that teen angst period and I'm just so over it...I guess its because I took on the job of taking care of everyone early on in life...I dont know. It's getting harder and harder for me to keep my family's head above water, pay for this wedding AND stay sane.
I have to help them with financial issues and at the same time put away $1000 a month for this wedding! :(
Anyway, i had to vent before i completely lost it...
Checks:picked up and dropped off thepaint for the new apartment
continued the bedazzling of my menus lol
got a cute snow white and prince charming wedding figurine (not really a check but i thought it looked so much like us I had to geti t lol )
started packing my stuff- :(
made an appointment for my first fitting-9/17!
anyway sorry for thelong post but I guess I needed a venting post (literally) lol thanks for reading girls.
everyone has miracalously stepped up (probably after I had a mini breakdown.) lol
IT seems like a bridal shower is in the works. (and its an actual surprise). I only know because of whispers and giggles i get from friends when im around lol
also...
Everyone stopped whining and started planning a bachellerotte party! (sigh of relief)
it took me breaking down at work (in front of one of my bms who orginally drove me the most insane) for her to I guess step up,apologize and get everyone else into shape.
I feel a bit relieved and finally close to my bridesmaids. I don't really want to kill them anymore! lol
on my fathers healthh: my dad is a 3 month old kidney transplant patient and he is slowly recovering but saturday morning he collapsed and was rushed to the hospital. Thankfully it wasnt a rejection episode, it seems like it was vertigo and also stress...explanation to follow. (prayers much appreciated~ :) )
My siblings have been driving my dad and myself insane. They lack compassion, are uncooperative and I don;t know what to do with them anymore.
They're basically going thru that teen angst period and I'm just so over it...I guess its because I took on the job of taking care of everyone early on in life...I dont know. It's getting harder and harder for me to keep my family's head above water, pay for this wedding AND stay sane.
I have to help them with financial issues and at the same time put away $1000 a month for this wedding! :(
Anyway, i had to vent before i completely lost it...
Checks:picked up and dropped off thepaint for the new apartment
continued the bedazzling of my menus lol
got a cute snow white and prince charming wedding figurine (not really a check but i thought it looked so much like us I had to geti t lol )
started packing my stuff- :(
made an appointment for my first fitting-9/17!
anyway sorry for thelong post but I guess I needed a venting post (literally) lol thanks for reading girls.
