Vent long - first day of my last semester in school
I hate the first day. Class ends early and then your stuck here for a hour and half in between classes till your next class. Bored as all hell!
i heard many students yapping in the hallways about getting interviews with some top notch advertising agencies. Making me feel like crap right now. Some kid goes oh this company wants to hire me when i graduate because i this teacher talked to the head of the company there. I can't wait I will be earning like 75k a year.
Why is it people who are like me never get breaks. I know this is a ***** thing to say but its true. I have worked for a SMALL print shop and mailing house for over four years making less then anyone else who i go to school with (now that is sad). I barely make enough to pay for my bills and i live at home.
I blow them away when it comes to working knowledge of printing and design. I openly discuss my weaknesses in order to learn in school and to teach others from what i have learned with working in real enviroments. I am not the best designer but i think i am good enough to be hired somewhere other then a mom and pop store.
FH thinks people are just yapping and completely lying about these 'interviews' and that is a HIGH possibility but i still feel like crap. I have only gone into a few interviews for the past three years and feel i am overlooked and never can understand why. My prof. can't understand why either and i know there is a reason just dont know what it is. I have won design awards, have worked published, etc.
I am not cocky in the interview ( i am not a cocky person i just say what i have done and what awards i have received and thats it) and I am not bashing myself in the inerterview either. I just feel like when do i get to move up in the world and get health insurance and a stable working enviroment. I have to support a future family and its more of a stress on me lately not knowing whats going to happen when i graduate. I need a good paying full time design job or else fh and i are screwed.
Okay vent over with- sorry to do it on a public forum but i needed that today.
i heard many students yapping in the hallways about getting interviews with some top notch advertising agencies. Making me feel like crap right now. Some kid goes oh this company wants to hire me when i graduate because i this teacher talked to the head of the company there. I can't wait I will be earning like 75k a year.
Why is it people who are like me never get breaks. I know this is a ***** thing to say but its true. I have worked for a SMALL print shop and mailing house for over four years making less then anyone else who i go to school with (now that is sad). I barely make enough to pay for my bills and i live at home.
I blow them away when it comes to working knowledge of printing and design. I openly discuss my weaknesses in order to learn in school and to teach others from what i have learned with working in real enviroments. I am not the best designer but i think i am good enough to be hired somewhere other then a mom and pop store.
FH thinks people are just yapping and completely lying about these 'interviews' and that is a HIGH possibility but i still feel like crap. I have only gone into a few interviews for the past three years and feel i am overlooked and never can understand why. My prof. can't understand why either and i know there is a reason just dont know what it is. I have won design awards, have worked published, etc.
I am not cocky in the interview ( i am not a cocky person i just say what i have done and what awards i have received and thats it) and I am not bashing myself in the inerterview either. I just feel like when do i get to move up in the world and get health insurance and a stable working enviroment. I have to support a future family and its more of a stress on me lately not knowing whats going to happen when i graduate. I need a good paying full time design job or else fh and i are screwed.
Okay vent over with- sorry to do it on a public forum but i needed that today.