Wedding dress indecision!

Kind of just venting here ...

I had my heart set on this Morilee V-neck gown, but no bridal shops had it. I found one that can order it for me, but it won't come in until January. I placed the order because I at least want to try it on!

However, last weekend I went trying on bridesmaid dresses for my friend's wedding and now I think I like strapless with a sweetheart neckline! I'm so torn!

How is anyone supposed to make the bridal gown decision!? LOL