Wedding nightmares!

For the past 2 nights, I've had wedding nightmares, which results in me waking up absolutely EXHAUSTED and now I don't feel well. The first night, I kept showing up to the ceremony and the wrong groom was there. For some reason, I knew it was the wrong groom each time but I would still walk up the aisle with my dad, stop about half way, and ask my parents Do I really have to marry this guy? Not only that, but the flowers were always wrong too (wrong color, too small, etc.). The flower thing was always more upsetting than the groom thing though.

Then last night, I was running late, forgot the perfume I bought for the wedding specifically, and I didn't have time to get my hair done. And I guess I hadn't washed my hair in about 6 months because my hair trial hair was still in but it fell flat so I was trying to fix it up but that wasn't going that well so I had to have messy hair. Then huge black clouds rolled in and I had to get married in the corner of a restaurant and then next thing you know, it's a couple days later and I've already had my wedding but couldn't remember anything special about it. Then I rationalized it to myself and keep from being disappointed and told myself that I'm not really a girly girl so I guess I didn't need to have a girly wedding.

I hope these go away soon. I need my sleep!