did you...

cry during your wedding ceremony??

To answer my question. NO! I couldnt believe it either. I cry for everything...happy, sad, any little thing makes me cry. Just thinking of marrying DH would make me tear up. I would image walking down the aisle and cry...imagine our first dance, and cry! I would watch other people's wedding videos and SOB!! at any wedding I go to I cry..so i thought i'd be a wreck,

But, the day of I was soooo calm. I was nervous walking down a little, but didn't cry. It happened so fast and feels surreal. I feel like the wedding ceremony is a blur to me now..cant wait for the video! I choked up a little saying the vows, but didn't cry! The first dance I felt too awkward and nervous to cry. DH and I were just laughing and joking with each other about how awkward we felt (hate the spotlight!).

I cried at the end of the night when DH gave me the letter he wrote me...soooooooo beautiful. I was shocked at the fact that I didnt cry!!