2009 not starting off so great!!

So I was super psyched for 2009, to be here but at 1:15 i got a call from my sister, she stated my uncle called and said my cousin was killed in Iraq. I dont think it hit me at first. The past couple of years i havent seen him, but i started remebering the last time i saw him he was 15-16 and i just became hysterical! i guess it made me think of my new years resolutions to be a better family member. Life has been crazy the past couple of years and we have all grown apart but maybe this is supposed to pull us closer together!! I will miss him!!

I hope everyone has a great new year!!!