So we have about 30 days to go and I am beyond exhausted! Months ago I pictured myself being pumped, dashing to the finish line to finish everything when the 30 days count downn began, but instead I find myself just wanting to go home and do nothing, which is rarely an option for me.
I never really liked to drink coffee and now is a must to have some kind of energy. I dont feel motivated to do anything, because I am tired and this is the wrong time to be feeling this way. I know I just have to get over myself and push on, but I dont wanna! (if they had a character making a tantrum, I would insert it here). The weird thing is that even if I decided to do nothing and relax, I would not be able to because my brain is constantly screaming 'why the hell are you just sitting here, dont you know that you have a million things to do.' I wish I could be like FH and do nothing and be fine with it!!
Really needed to vent....
Mommy2BeBride
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Re: 30 days to go and I too tired to do anything!
Awww! In 30 days, it will be the happiest day of your life. It will all be worth it! Just be strong now for the next 30 days!!