a SECOND times a charm?!?!?!?!

let the craziness begin! again!

so i watched the Britney and KEvin wedding episode tonight and it made me soooooooo upset. Like, REALLY upset. It was honestly beautiful. perfect. i was crying to my kevin when it was over because i told him i felt so jipped.
our vegas wedding was over in 5 minutes. we had NO family or friends there and no documentaion of it except from 12 cheesy pics fomr the chapel.

i still feel a void and feel incomplete.
So kevin agreed to another wedding! or a renewal of vows if you will.....

i want to do it at someone house, in hteir backyard, or just on hte beach.
most inportnatly i want family there. i want it small and intimate.
i want a pretty nice dress this time. I want to truly feel like a bride and have tons of pictures of us as well as a video.

so., we are shotting for next spring. this is going to be hectic (or should i say 'chaotic' )

we are broke as a joke, but the only MAIN expenses will be a new attire (and this time doggy attire too!!!!!!!), and hiring a person to perform it and the tons and tons of flowers that i will be wanting.

i am praying we can pull this off.
im excited though. its back to the bridal books though i guess.

eta: if anyone knows of a nice outdoor spot on LI please let me know! thansk!