Been MIA before the wedding now I AM MARRIED
My wedding was a little more than 2 weeks ago and I am so HAPPY to be MRS. KUHN.
The two weeks leading up to the wedding were unreal.
One of my old friends who introduced Mike and I died of a herion OD . Although I do not support drug use I was still really upset that he passed away. He was in a coma and I was going to say goodbye to him before they pulled the plug when I got the worst news I could ever imagine. ( after this news I never got to say goodbye to him)
My Godfather, My mentor, My uncle , My friend; got killed by a effing idiot. My uncle was on his harley crusing, when this guy cut infront of him smashed into my Uncle riding his bike. My Uncle died instantly. He was a state trooper,an airforce vet, a narc and a writer. He left behind my aunt and two cousins. This was something I was NOT expecting.This was 10 days before my wedding. My parents didnt want to tell me over the phone and were on their way up to my job to tell me when I found out on Facebook. The worst way ever to find out something like that. I never felt so much heartache in my life... Not having him at my wedding was like someone ripped my heart out and stommped on it. The pain my family and I felt ( and still feel) is unimaginable.
Then I found out my aunt who's birthday is on my wedding couldnt come to my wedding because she has stage 4 cancer and needed emergency surgery the night before my wedding. God bless her soul she is now doing SOOOOOOOO much better!!!
As if it couldnt get any worse 6 days before my wedding I got into a car accident. Totaled my car and got rushed to the emergency room with burns and bruises from the airbag. My arm was burnt really bad and wasnt healed in time for my wedding. Thank GOD for photoshop!
While dealing with all this loss heartache and tough times. I found that every 'wedding problem' didnt really matter anymore. Eff flowers, screw table seating drama, and everything else a bride stresses out about the days and weeks before leading up to the big day. I found comfort in my husband close friends and family, and that is what got me through. My husband was great to me and it really made me realize why I was marrying him.
My advice to brides is if anything happens that you dont except dont wallow in your sorrows, pick yourself up and move on. worse things can happen. It really isnt all about the little things on the wedding day but marrying the love of my life. If I was taught anything from these terrible days leading up to my wedding it was just that.
For now I am trying to lead a happy life as a newlywed with my amazing husband, but my heart is still aching.
Sorry for such a long story I just wanted to keep everyone in the loop of where I was and what happened. I will post later about my wedding and honeymoon. and hpoefully write a review.
You girls were great during this whole wedding process and I feel blessed to be an LIweddings bride !!!
The two weeks leading up to the wedding were unreal.
One of my old friends who introduced Mike and I died of a herion OD . Although I do not support drug use I was still really upset that he passed away. He was in a coma and I was going to say goodbye to him before they pulled the plug when I got the worst news I could ever imagine. ( after this news I never got to say goodbye to him)
My Godfather, My mentor, My uncle , My friend; got killed by a effing idiot. My uncle was on his harley crusing, when this guy cut infront of him smashed into my Uncle riding his bike. My Uncle died instantly. He was a state trooper,an airforce vet, a narc and a writer. He left behind my aunt and two cousins. This was something I was NOT expecting.This was 10 days before my wedding. My parents didnt want to tell me over the phone and were on their way up to my job to tell me when I found out on Facebook. The worst way ever to find out something like that. I never felt so much heartache in my life... Not having him at my wedding was like someone ripped my heart out and stommped on it. The pain my family and I felt ( and still feel) is unimaginable.
Then I found out my aunt who's birthday is on my wedding couldnt come to my wedding because she has stage 4 cancer and needed emergency surgery the night before my wedding. God bless her soul she is now doing SOOOOOOOO much better!!!
As if it couldnt get any worse 6 days before my wedding I got into a car accident. Totaled my car and got rushed to the emergency room with burns and bruises from the airbag. My arm was burnt really bad and wasnt healed in time for my wedding. Thank GOD for photoshop!
While dealing with all this loss heartache and tough times. I found that every 'wedding problem' didnt really matter anymore. Eff flowers, screw table seating drama, and everything else a bride stresses out about the days and weeks before leading up to the big day. I found comfort in my husband close friends and family, and that is what got me through. My husband was great to me and it really made me realize why I was marrying him.
My advice to brides is if anything happens that you dont except dont wallow in your sorrows, pick yourself up and move on. worse things can happen. It really isnt all about the little things on the wedding day but marrying the love of my life. If I was taught anything from these terrible days leading up to my wedding it was just that.
For now I am trying to lead a happy life as a newlywed with my amazing husband, but my heart is still aching.
Sorry for such a long story I just wanted to keep everyone in the loop of where I was and what happened. I will post later about my wedding and honeymoon. and hpoefully write a review.
You girls were great during this whole wedding process and I feel blessed to be an LIweddings bride !!!
