disappointing shower story

I found out a while ago that b/c i found out about my original shower....my mom was trying to throw my a surprise shower on li (b/c my first was in alb). so i didnt say n e thing to anyone, b/c i was touched they were doing this for me. So i have been secretly VERY excited for about 2 months. WELL.....I came to LI tonight and made sure I had nice clothes etc. and then in convo with my mom, she mentions, oh i was going to havea surprise shower for you here on LI but barely anyone was going to come so she cancelled it :(

Im so sad...i have been looking forward to this and now, not only is it not happening, but its not happening b/c no ones cares enough to come celebrate with me. DOnt get me wrong...I LOOOVED my shower in Albany and was surounded by so many people, and i know i should be happy i had such a great experience...but

wow...what a let down