MY BODY... i hate it. i cant tell you how much it makes me sick. i am thinking that with my mom being sick and all i might have been in a slight depression. i dont care to do anything and i sit here cry, and thing the worst. well today i went to try on my BM since i havent seen any of them in and was curious and i was so disgusted. i wanna work out but i can find the energy and the motivation. Its hard to work out when you dont see any results. just thought i would share. i hate this feeling.
PaddysGirl15
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wow- your really beating yourself up! Please dont do that to yourself. You are beautiful Working out is a great way to help /w the blues. But don't say those things about yourself!
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I'm sorry that you are feeling down. I see that your wedding is in May. You have plenty of time to tone-up. If you can financially afford it, I say go join a gym & hire a personal trainer. I hired one last year for 2 months & the results were amazing. They really push you to keep going... my body was never in better shape. Here are some hugs & prayers for you & your mom.
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OMG it's like you are reading my mind! I am right there with you girlie. I feel like I am at a point where I don't care anymore and I don't have any motivation whatsoever. It *****. I really need to join a gym again but I seriously feel like I can't do it alone and I have no family or friends here in Long Island to do it with me (all my friends/family are in NJ, thats where I was born and raised) I was going to do weight watchers again but I always quit that too! And I only have 68 days til my wedding Your not alone though, I know what your feeling
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Posted by PaddysGirl15
wow- your really beating yourself up! Please dont do that to yourself. You are beautiful Working out is a great way to help /w the blues. But don't say those things about yourself!
Agreed!!!!
You have been through so much with your mom being sick you'll get the motivation and evergy back!!! It may take longer than you would like, but it WILL happen.
Oh sweetie......it makes me sad that you feel this way Maybe just start by doing short morning walks.....or taking the stairs instead of elevators?? I don't know.........it will get better soon........
Dee606
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Where does evryone live? Maybe we can have some work-out support group? lol I live near Northern blvd & Glen cove rd.
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i do belong to a gym and i hate goin alone. i keep saying tommorow i will go. im gonna go. and i never do. Im so disgusted with the way i look that i yell at fh when he tries to touch me or be intamite. i feel bad
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aww hunny, I understand how you're feeling as I am in the same boat as you. It truly stinks right now as I have gained a substantial amount of weight that I haven't been able to loose. As hard as it may be, you gotta find the time to work out, even if it is 20 min a day, or even a few sit ups b4 you go to bed, etc, etc... Without any sacrifices there aren't any gains. And I should be the first one taking this advice!!! lololol For months I've been saying, I'm gonna go on a diet, I'm gonna work out, etc, etc.. and I haven't done a damn thing. Now here it is 98 days b4 my wedding and I'm still doing the same. The truth of the matter is, if you're not happy with yourself you have to do something about it! No one wants to feel like poopies on your big day. Just do the best you can to feel better about yourself. But don't beat yourself over it. Even if you just loose a little, that's fine as long as you're healthy! XOXOXO Kitty
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Posted by sugar4spc
i do belong to a gym and i hate goin alone. i keep saying tommorow i will go. im gonna go. and i never do. Im so disgusted with the way i look that i yell at fh when he tries to touch me or be intamite. i feel bad
Same with me.. I HATED to go alone b/c my friends just couldn't care less about working out.. but if you get a trainer, he will be with you the entire time. He will know which machines are right for you & he will help push you. The best part is you won't be able to just not go to the gym b/c you have to make appt with them.
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I totally understand I have not felt 110% happy with mine either. I am so sorry ur feeling so awful babe. Its too much for u going on at once, u need to take care of u !!! Too much stress can make u feel this way!!! If u need nethin let us know!!
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You've heard of the story of 'The Little Engine That Could' right? Instead of saying I think I can I think I can, ALWAYS say ' I KNOW I CAN '. Trust me. I've been battling post pardom depression for almost 5 months now. Therapy helps me, but it's the willingness I have for ME to be a better person. And although I work out on a daily basis, it's even a struggle for me at times, but it keeps me going. Your beating yourself up, and thats not the answer. I wish you luck, and before you know it, you won't be sooo unhappy with yourself. ALWAYS know you can.
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I'm feeling the same way too. I've gained 18 lbs. since I've been with FH. Last year he went away for 2 weeks and I lost 4 lbs! All we do is eat! I feel uncomfortable in my skin too b/c I've been outgrowing all my sexy jeans. (Even my Paper Denim Cloth ones! ) So I am going to start dieting after the holidays and maybe joining a gym. but i'm not very motivated to work out. I think a lot of us feel the same way right now! Don't feel alone!
Dee606
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I know that we all feel bad about ourselves sometimes but the good thing is that we all have someone who loves us no matter what
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I can not afford the gym because 2 many expenses right now. I bought some workout tapes TAEBO and workout at home. About 2 years ago, I use to work out at home 4 or 5 days a week and I love the way I looked. Maybe working out at home will be better since you do not want to go alone. The only thing is you have to push yourself. Good luck and hope your mom gets better
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I can agree with everything that has been said. I don't like going to the gym because I feel like everyone will look at me and think...ew!
I work out at home when I'm motivated...which sadly isnt often. I tivo some exercise shows on FitTV and work out to something new everytime. I think its better than she same old tape ya know?
Don't feel alone! Maybe we can all check in to see how the weight loss and exercise is going.
