Drowning in Lists!!!
Seriously I'm like addicted to list making!!!!
I have a million lists at this point... and it's starting to make me insane!!! 10 days away and sooo much to do! I live out of a planner where I have to schedule everything wedding and non wedding related and if it's not in there we can't do it!! I've NEVER been like this before!!
The lists though... I seriously have a million lists going at once!!! AHHH!!! haha!! THis is going to be the 10 craziest days of my life!! it's all building up!!
So today we paid off the trolley!! On a good note... I overshot with the budgeting... so where we owed $900... I wrote $1100... and I think doing this actually saved our asses from all the little unseen things you need money for in the end!
Trying to keep my head afloat. I'm feeling quite nutty with so much going on at one time!! With 3 days of work left... I really wish I had off this week too. I could be soo much more productive if I didn't have work.
Oh and the crazy grandmother is back in action. She's a REAL lunatic!! She decided that she isn't going to make the final RH payment because I need to seek professional help for my anger issues. She fabricated an entire fight! And in her mind I got up out of my seat and turned out and screamed in her face. In reality... I was seatbelted in my seat in the passenger side of the car and she was behind me. My voice got a little loud but I definately did not scream in her face (nor would it have been physically possible) and I didn't even say anything mean! Personally I thought I held it together quite well.... I really just wanted to push her asss out of the car... but I held back!!! haha!! This incident happened weeks ago.... but she is brining it up now because we are down to the wire... and her ultimate goal in everything important is to ruin it for me. She pulled the same crap during the eparty.
So the BEST part is I taped last night's incident!! Of course she is unaware... but I caught a few good comments on tape!! haha!! i missed the beginning, which might have been the best part... but I did catch this:
FH: So Kerri doing your food shopping every single weekend for the past 3 years doesn't show she cares?
CRAZY B!TCH: No
FH: Well what does it show?
CRAZY B!TCH: It shows that she still has temper tantrums and lashes out and needs to seriously seek professional help.
UHH.... does that even make sense?? I have it on tape people!!! hahahaha!!! If anything I am the MOST calm person... I am fully in control of myself. Really if I have an anger issue... it's more that I don't get angry enough when I should!!! Quite the opposite of what she says. But then again... clearly she is INSANE!!!
She told us that she isnt making the final payment to teach me a lesson so I can see that I need serious professional help! That's her reason.
Let's not forget this woman didn't want my mother to go dress shopping with me, nor did she want her to go on any fittings with me... and now she is demanding that my mother doesn't get ready with me. AND I HAVE A SERIOUS PROBLEM WHICH REQUIRES PROFESSIONAL HELP?? haha!!!
I have a million lists at this point... and it's starting to make me insane!!! 10 days away and sooo much to do! I live out of a planner where I have to schedule everything wedding and non wedding related and if it's not in there we can't do it!! I've NEVER been like this before!!
The lists though... I seriously have a million lists going at once!!! AHHH!!! haha!! THis is going to be the 10 craziest days of my life!! it's all building up!!
So today we paid off the trolley!! On a good note... I overshot with the budgeting... so where we owed $900... I wrote $1100... and I think doing this actually saved our asses from all the little unseen things you need money for in the end!
Trying to keep my head afloat. I'm feeling quite nutty with so much going on at one time!! With 3 days of work left... I really wish I had off this week too. I could be soo much more productive if I didn't have work.
Oh and the crazy grandmother is back in action. She's a REAL lunatic!! She decided that she isn't going to make the final RH payment because I need to seek professional help for my anger issues. She fabricated an entire fight! And in her mind I got up out of my seat and turned out and screamed in her face. In reality... I was seatbelted in my seat in the passenger side of the car and she was behind me. My voice got a little loud but I definately did not scream in her face (nor would it have been physically possible) and I didn't even say anything mean! Personally I thought I held it together quite well.... I really just wanted to push her asss out of the car... but I held back!!! haha!! This incident happened weeks ago.... but she is brining it up now because we are down to the wire... and her ultimate goal in everything important is to ruin it for me. She pulled the same crap during the eparty.
So the BEST part is I taped last night's incident!! Of course she is unaware... but I caught a few good comments on tape!! haha!! i missed the beginning, which might have been the best part... but I did catch this:
FH: So Kerri doing your food shopping every single weekend for the past 3 years doesn't show she cares?
CRAZY B!TCH: No
FH: Well what does it show?
CRAZY B!TCH: It shows that she still has temper tantrums and lashes out and needs to seriously seek professional help.
UHH.... does that even make sense?? I have it on tape people!!! hahahaha!!! If anything I am the MOST calm person... I am fully in control of myself. Really if I have an anger issue... it's more that I don't get angry enough when I should!!! Quite the opposite of what she says. But then again... clearly she is INSANE!!!
She told us that she isnt making the final payment to teach me a lesson so I can see that I need serious professional help! That's her reason.
Let's not forget this woman didn't want my mother to go dress shopping with me, nor did she want her to go on any fittings with me... and now she is demanding that my mother doesn't get ready with me. AND I HAVE A SERIOUS PROBLEM WHICH REQUIRES PROFESSIONAL HELP?? haha!!!
