Either shoot me now or......

give me enough money to pay for my wedding and down payment so I can get the F out of this house ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am WAY too old to be living in my parents house, I do not care if it's to save all this freaking money! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Getting on my nerves? Hm, well, let's see.....my mother just called me outside the front of the house while I'm in my pjs, and pointed to the second floor windows, which are the ones in my bedroom, and proceeded to ***** at me that if I feel compelled to open the windows, they MUST be open EXACTLY the same amount and the blinds MUST be PERFECTLY EVEN because we don't want to neighbors to talk about what slobs we are. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M GONNA KILL HER!

I feel your pain.

Wish there was something I could say that makes it seem alright but frankly I wish to GOD I could get the hell out of this house too! heh.

I feel like a prisoner. It's been a year and a month and counting.

Hang in there.

Jim & I took a mini break to PA this weekend because I HAD to get space away! *sigh*

Yeah, we are leaving for a week tomorrow, so that is my only consolation. JT's up for a new job, and if he gets it, I think we may jet out of here ASAP, FOR GOOD! I mean, I love my parents and I am VERY thankful to be able to live here for a very small amount of money and be able to save a lot, but we're used to living on our own, so the last six months have been rough. Even if it takes us an extra year to get a house if we move out, I don't think I even care