grrr....

i'm trying to procrastinate here and there's nothing for me to do! i wish i had some wedding stuff to work on...

Look over your list, i'm sure you will find something that you may have missed. If not, maybe you could help me i have so......much left to do.

the thing is i'm kinda stuck b/c while we have a temporary date, we haven't booked anything yet, partly b/c we don't have the money and partly b/c we're dealing w/ fmil. i think things are pretty much on hold until her 'just stay engaged' attitude changes or until we have enough money so we don't need the help. i'd rather just pay for it myself anyway... less conflict.

now what i should be doing is writing essays for applications. =0P