guess where I spent my night
So....this is goign to be long but I have to get it off my chest!
FH has not been feel well since monday. he was complaining about side and back pain and my first reaction was kidney stones... I told him to go to the doc and he didnt. fast foward to we night he started to feel worse and his nose started to bother him. Thursday he went to work and said he felt worse so i told him he had to leave work and go to the doc so he made a doc apt for 540. when he didnt call me by 640 I called him to see how he was... he said he went and he fainted in the office and threw up twice... the doc drew blood and though it might be a kidney infection and that he was being rushed to the hospital by ambulance so I told him i would meet him there in a little bit. I tried his phone a little later to make sure he was on his way and his dad picked up and made me feel like crap! I could have been over reacting but he basically was like me and ellen ( his mom) are here... theres no reason for you to come here we will call you and elt you know whats going on..... sooo of course i was alread upset FREAKING OUT AND NERVOUS AND AFTER his dad made me feel unwanted and un imprtant i was even worse! so my mom agreed that of course i should be there so I went anyway! not like im some random girl Im goign to be his wife! I think it was a combination of everything them being upset, me being upset and I really get the feeling they didnt want me there bc they wanted to be there with him alone but Im not just goign to be sitting around wondering whats going on with my FH!! so anyways back to the story when they took FH to go for some tests his parents went to go get food and I wanted to wait for him so i was there when he cameback. so it was nice we got some along time and he was feelign better by then. FH was glad I was there at least I spent time talkgn to him and making him laugh while his parents were sitting there reading their books! anyways...it turnedout that all of his tests came back normal and it must have been a combination of him pulling something inhis leg... a cold.. and faiting maybe from the doc taking blood. so phewww I felt so much better and he got discharged last night. BUT now of course his parents are like ( in front of me) You need to rest you do too much your always doing something blah blah blah you need to sleep all day...totally rude, like im not worried about him! I hate when they get this way they kinda made me feel like its my fault because we are always busy! meanwhile maybe if they didnt put extra stress on him maybe he would be able to relax more! so... now I feel like I shouldnt go over there today because Im unwanted! of course FH wants me there but with this snow I prob wont go tll the roads are better... I really just cant wait untill we are married and can just move in together that way I will be able to take care of him and we wont have to worry about any extra un-needed stress!![]()
FH has not been feel well since monday. he was complaining about side and back pain and my first reaction was kidney stones... I told him to go to the doc and he didnt. fast foward to we night he started to feel worse and his nose started to bother him. Thursday he went to work and said he felt worse so i told him he had to leave work and go to the doc so he made a doc apt for 540. when he didnt call me by 640 I called him to see how he was... he said he went and he fainted in the office and threw up twice... the doc drew blood and though it might be a kidney infection and that he was being rushed to the hospital by ambulance so I told him i would meet him there in a little bit. I tried his phone a little later to make sure he was on his way and his dad picked up and made me feel like crap! I could have been over reacting but he basically was like me and ellen ( his mom) are here... theres no reason for you to come here we will call you and elt you know whats going on..... sooo of course i was alread upset FREAKING OUT AND NERVOUS AND AFTER his dad made me feel unwanted and un imprtant i was even worse! so my mom agreed that of course i should be there so I went anyway! not like im some random girl Im goign to be his wife! I think it was a combination of everything them being upset, me being upset and I really get the feeling they didnt want me there bc they wanted to be there with him alone but Im not just goign to be sitting around wondering whats going on with my FH!! so anyways back to the story when they took FH to go for some tests his parents went to go get food and I wanted to wait for him so i was there when he cameback. so it was nice we got some along time and he was feelign better by then. FH was glad I was there at least I spent time talkgn to him and making him laugh while his parents were sitting there reading their books! anyways...it turnedout that all of his tests came back normal and it must have been a combination of him pulling something inhis leg... a cold.. and faiting maybe from the doc taking blood. so phewww I felt so much better and he got discharged last night. BUT now of course his parents are like ( in front of me) You need to rest you do too much your always doing something blah blah blah you need to sleep all day...totally rude, like im not worried about him! I hate when they get this way they kinda made me feel like its my fault because we are always busy! meanwhile maybe if they didnt put extra stress on him maybe he would be able to relax more! so... now I feel like I shouldnt go over there today because Im unwanted! of course FH wants me there but with this snow I prob wont go tll the roads are better... I really just cant wait untill we are married and can just move in together that way I will be able to take care of him and we wont have to worry about any extra un-needed stress!
