I am offically the whiner/venter of us 08ers

But I have to get this out. I think FH, my family and friends are too concerned w/ staying positive postitive, I feel like I can't get honest feed back. I'm stressing hard core.

I've been going through an array of medical test, being told the whole time it's nothing, yet somthing keeps showing up with each test I take. I have to go for another test to see what it is doing etc. If it's spreding, how far it's been,etc.

I was a smoker (Since finding the news that it is in fact what it is, I quit smoking and bought the patch, so far so good) so I know I kinda asked for it, but I'm freaking like ok, now what. I'm having crazy thoughts, like, will my wedding gown still look hot on me, if I loose my hair? How shallow am I? I 'm sill consumed with the wedding , and being beautiful....

I don't know I really need to get it out, & my friends are saying (probley what I would) Shut Up you are going to be fine, don't talk about that, your sooo young etc.. but I wantd to whine & vent...


thanks for listening

hey mich, its a rough time for everyone...and I'm so sorry that this is making life even more complicated. I'm sure that whatever it is will pass and you'll be a beautiful bride on your wedding day.

Try to focus on the positive side of things. You have a loving, supportive family and FH who want to be there for you, even in the most trying times. Keep that in the back of your head when you are down.

Please feel free to vent whenever you want....thats what we are all here for. I hope all goes well and if you are up to it, please keep us updated because we care, we really do!

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Posted by beachbum05

hey mich, its a rough time for everyone...and I'm so sorry that this is making life even more complicated. I'm sure that whatever it is will pass and you'll be a beautiful bride on your wedding day.

Try to focus on the positive side of things. You have a loving, supportive family and FH who want to be there for you, even in the most trying times. Keep that in the back of your head when you are down.

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Aww thanks Bon, you sound just like them,

I Know I'll kick it's @ss,it'll be gone soon, And worse case seneriao I'll make it work w/ confidence & pride... I may just be the bride w/ the shortest hair

i am so sorry to hear i am sure everything willbe ok be positive!!!

i'm so sorry to hear that- things will be better! you can vent anytime- thats what we are here for!!!

we're here anytime you need us. sorry you have to go through this right now.