I am soooooooooooo mad and upset and in tears...

I really really need to get out of my job. I came in this morning, thinking that the day before the holiday that everyone would be in the Christmas Spirit, but apparently, my bosses are clearly not. Last night I get told that I am disappointment and than I get a nasty email from my boss this morning basically pooing on me and telling me to do this project that I clearly have nothing to do with and i'm at the point where I want to walk out...

What really ticks me off is I try and try and try to accomplish everything that comes my way. Not to toot my own horn or nothing, but I am a damn good worker with good ethics (daddy didn't raise a fool) and here, noone and I mean noone appreciates it.

So i read this email this morning, the tone is dry and mean, and its basically saying that this needs to be done now. W-T-F???????????????


look I know a lot of you are like Ohmigod don't post this, but honestly, I will remove it in a little bit.

My heart is racing and my adreniline is pumping and I want to just break things. Thats how mad I am.

A job is not supposed to stress you out this much. At all. A little stress is understandable. But now its affecting my home life. And my body. And I can't do this anymore. This isn't fair.

Does anyone know if someone wants to hire someone??? (ME?)

Girls really, what can I do? I know I post all the time that my job suxs and whatever, but this has gone to far. It shouldn't bring me to the point where I am like this.

I think i need to go for a walk. I am really really pulling myself apart at the seams and I need to breathe.

Sorry... I know its a long vent but I'm like ready to have a panic attack... and I can't reach FH on the phone