I hate this-

Ok i was just happy but now im not. My Fh just called me and told me that he doesn't start his new job intil tom. and he wont get paid intil next Monday and we need money for the party also he needs to pay his car loan that is $517. so now it put on me that i have to pay for the party on my own. We were also going to go upstate that weekend following the party but now we cant because I have to pay for everything. He has paid nothing torwards this party at all. I have paid for everything and now im going to again. Its like i save 500 a mth and it goes into to dif accounts and when he didnt have a job he took money out of our account and so he was using my money and he was like ill put it back or we will have enough money for the party dont worry. Well that didnt happen b/c he F-ED himself for getting fired last week... I need a new man that pays for everything. I feel like im the man in the relationship b/c I pay for everything . why does this summer have to such can anything else go wrong???? Maybe that is why im have nightmares

I totally now what you are feeling. I make less money then Fh but, I am more responsible with my money. This is why I have taken over his money, and, have become his accountant! He is still paying off my ring right now and I am the one who will be paying the first 2 BIG deposits on the RH. After that he can put the deposits down on the photographer and DJ. I told him if I pay more then him I get the difference back when we get the money from the wedding, . He wants things while we are saving and I am going to be sacrificing why not?
I am such a B*****!!!!!