because I have been FREAKING OUT!!!!! Wish their was an icon with someone pulling their hair out. FH lost his job again, it wasnt the greatest place to be at, he is a mechanic. The garage was little, old and with it not being heated and him working on the ground he got really sick. So the guy let him go... the week before Xmas. So with all of this and him not working Im the only one putting money away for the wedding and it is STRESSING me out!!!! I dont make alot being a pre-school teacher and being a single mom, no child support...paying my rent, bills and all other things it is tough to put anything aside for the wedding. We are fighting ALOT and this is all making me thinking everything through. I just dont know what to do anymore....
