I having an ugly hard night girls...need some hugs
Original post by PeteysBride
OK I am tired. Tired and upset and FH doesn't understand. I hate the wedding at this point. Hate the stress it has brought into our lives and he says Im going to be 'a storm cloud on his day,' and I a am not trying to but Jesus...my contacts were delayed and we got the call that they wont come in on time so I have to wear my glasses on my wedding day which means all my makeup has to change because behind the lenses my eyes get that 'beady' look according to the makeup artist if the're accented the way I want them. I hate my dress. Sure it fits but I still hate it. I am getting my period the week of the wedding and right now I already feel the mood swings (hah obvious right?) and because I am PMSIng, I will be bloated as I am every month and my skin which Ive worked so hard at maintaining is breaking out something awful(something it always does around my period so I was hoping I wouldnt get it around the wedding but the birth control got screwed up)-my chin is littered with pimples now and I scar so easily tI already have dark spots.
Its bad enough I didnt want this big wedding in the first place and all the drama that has happened but now I am going to feel hideous to boot on the day thats supposed to be my happiest and I want to sit and cry and I know I'm being ridiculous because Im marrying a good guy and thats all that should matter but I wanted to feel beautiful and happy at the same time and so far I feel neither.
I think I need hugs girls...
SuzArtie69
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Hon, I think it will all work out. Right now your pmsing so you are in overdrive. Everything ***** at the moment, it will pass. I know how you feel. I have the same problem when it comes to my period. I break out all over my chin. I find if I stay away from certain things it calms it down. Soda is the worst thing I can drink.
Try not to think of your day going bad, but all the wonderful things that will happend. You are marrying the love of your life and that's all that matters.
Jkiesel
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your a gorgeous girl from the pics you posted where you were wearing glasses. I completely understand because I feel things getting crazy in the same way. I try to just think, 'everything will come together and I can't worry as much.' Now that I have that mentality that things will be great no matter what, its making it easier to tackle different tasks. Good luck and you will be just fine!
Mich0621
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Posted by PeteysBride
OK I am tired. Tired and upset and FH doesn't understand. I hate the wedding at this point. Hate the stress it has brought into our lives and he says Im going to be 'a storm cloud on his day,' and I a am not trying to but Jesus...my contacts were delayed and we got the call that they wont come in on time so I have to wear my glasses on my wedding day which means all my makeup has to change because behind the lenses my eyes get that 'beady' look according to the makeup artist if the're accented the way I want them. I hate my dress. Sure it fits but I still hate it. I am getting my period the week of the wedding and right now I already feel the mood swings (hah obvious right?) and because I am PMSIng, I will be bloated as I am every month and my skin which Ive worked so hard at maintaining is breaking out something awful(something it always does around my period so I was hoping I wouldnt get it around the wedding but the birth control got screwed up)-my chin is littered with pimples now and I scar so easily tI already have dark spots.
Its bad enough I didnt want this big wedding in the first place and all the drama that has happened but now I am going to feel hideous to boot on the day thats supposed to be my happiest and I want to sit and cry and I know I'm being ridiculous because Im marrying a good guy and thats all that should matter but I wanted to feel beautiful and happy at the same time and so far I feel neither.
I think I need hugs girls...
Get your prescription and go to Costco, they can sell you lenses on the spot Take a bubble bath and relax...this is stressful, so here are hugs And remember...you will be gorgeous, and bottom line is you are marrying the love of your life...this is just a party to show your love! Feel better!
