i just want to cry

im not happy, im depressed, my family hates me, my best friend i try to talk to is bashing me. I just give up. i just want a job so i can go to work and not have to come back to this hell hole. i feel like my whole world is just crumbing from under me. i cant take it any more i cant

Things will get better.. they always do. Just think- as hard as your times may be, someone always has it worse. Think positive and surround yourself with happy people!

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Posted by littlepixie12

Have you looked into recuriters? for an admin/office job? I have seen lots of those in the job boards

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i have looked into admin and sent my resumes in. I has a head hunter that was a scam and got no where.

I'm sorry to hear that! I know that at times it feels like anything that can possibly go wrong is and it feels like it just keeps spiraling out, but things do have a way of working themselves out over time. Just keep your head up high and think happy thoughts

Please try not to be too down! It will get better, I am sure of that! If you ever need anyone to talk to, feel free to FM me!!

just try not to pay attention to them. focus on your up coming wedding and anything else that makes you happy.

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Posted by MrsFazz2B

u have fm

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thanks u too

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Posted by littlepixie12

Have you looked into recuriters? for an admin/office job? I have seen lots of those in the job boards

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even they are no help now. I am using 3 recruiters at the moment lol

To the OP: i know things are hard, i am also having a very difficult time finding a job, and i HATE being home so not like its fun. I cant take it anymore, i need a job hahah.

But also try to focus on the positive things, by staying depressed you are only focusing on the negative and giving into everybody that is making you miserable. Focus on the fact that you are with the love of your life and have a wedding coming up, many ppl will give anything to have found the one. Dont let your family and friends get to you, if they are being immature then that is their problem and not yours. If your family wants to act that way then let them be. Just tell them you want no part of it, or be the bigger person and say 'can we sit down and resolve this' talk to your friend and see what her problem is, by giving into them and adding to it, then this will continue to go on.

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Posted by FuTuRe MrS MaZz

Okay, I'm sure im not the only one to notice, but I feel like all you do is post about negative things in your life. That amt of negativity will only make you feel worse... All this seems pretty serious... Have you thought about talking to a professional about it all? Try not to feel so pessimistic about things. I think thats contributing to the depressed feelings you're having!

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i feel the exact same way...im sorry you are going through a tough time, but why limit yourself to admin jobs only---there is always a supermarket or target hiring until you can get that job you want

and i would seriously suggest seeing a professional...i have been in a depression since my father passed away and i speak with a therapist once a week...i was on meds for a little bit but stopped taking them.

focus on the positives, like that adorable baby niece you have and try to overlook the negs

i hope this doesnt seem harsh, but you may need some tough love at this point

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Posted by ddnsp618

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Posted by FuTuRe MrS MaZz

Okay, I'm sure im not the only one to notice, but I feel like all you do is post about negative things in your life. That amt of negativity will only make you feel worse... All this seems pretty serious... Have you thought about talking to a professional about it all? Try not to feel so pessimistic about things. I think thats contributing to the depressed feelings you're having!

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i feel the exact same way...im sorry you are going through a tough time, but why limit yourself to admin jobs only---there is always a supermarket or target hiring until you can get that job you want

and i would seriously suggest seeing a professional...i have been in a depression since my father passed away and i speak with a therapist once a week...i was on meds for a little bit but stopped taking them.

focus on the positives, like that adorable baby niece you have and try to overlook the negs

i hope this doesnt seem harsh, but you may need some tough love at this point

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I agree with Danielle about looking for a different type of job. Any job is better than no job. Maybe you have to lower your standards a little when it comes to where you'll work.

Sorry to hear that you are so upset. Sometimes family and friends never understand how we feel. Send your resume in to reputable companies. If you want, send me yours and I'll see if there are any openings in my company. FM me for details.
As for right now, you should focus on what makes your happy. Spend some quality time with your FH or even spend some much needed QT with yourself. Whatever it may be to help you relax and feel better.

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Posted by ddnsp618

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Posted by FuTuRe MrS MaZz

Okay, I'm sure im not the only one to notice, but I feel like all you do is post about negative things in your life. That amt of negativity will only make you feel worse... All this seems pretty serious... Have you thought about talking to a professional about it all? Try not to feel so pessimistic about things. I think thats contributing to the depressed feelings you're having!

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i feel the exact same way...im sorry you are going through a tough time, but why limit yourself to admin jobs only---there is always a supermarket or target hiring until you can get that job you want

and i would seriously suggest seeing a professional...i have been in a depression since my father passed away and i speak with a therapist once a week...i was on meds for a little bit but stopped taking them.

focus on the positives, like that adorable baby niece you have and try to overlook the negs

i hope this doesnt seem harsh, but you may need some tough love at this point

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do you really think that you can save for a wedding working at a supermarket????

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Posted by kabo0831

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Posted by ddnsp618

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Posted by FuTuRe MrS MaZz

Okay, I'm sure im not the only one to notice, but I feel like all you do is post about negative things in your life. That amt of negativity will only make you feel worse... All this seems pretty serious... Have you thought about talking to a professional about it all? Try not to feel so pessimistic about things. I think thats contributing to the depressed feelings you're having!

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i feel the exact same way...im sorry you are going through a tough time, but why limit yourself to admin jobs only---there is always a supermarket or target hiring until you can get that job you want

and i would seriously suggest seeing a professional...i have been in a depression since my father passed away and i speak with a therapist once a week...i was on meds for a little bit but stopped taking them.

focus on the positives, like that adorable baby niece you have and try to overlook the negs

i hope this doesnt seem harsh, but you may need some tough love at this point

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do you really think that you can save for a wedding working at a supermarket????

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how about another type of retail job or receptionist? i know its hard to save for a wedding working at a supermarket or a store but at the same time, no money coming in makes it even harder. And at the moment it will be a few hundred dollars a week more than you have now. You can do that while you continue to send out your resume to other companies for an admin position and when you get something you can just quit that job and start the admin job. Or maybe waitressing

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Posted by kabo0831

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Posted by ddnsp618

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Posted by FuTuRe MrS MaZz

Okay, I'm sure im not the only one to notice, but I feel like all you do is post about negative things in your life. That amt of negativity will only make you feel worse... All this seems pretty serious... Have you thought about talking to a professional about it all? Try not to feel so pessimistic about things. I think thats contributing to the depressed feelings you're having!

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i feel the exact same way...im sorry you are going through a tough time, but why limit yourself to admin jobs only---there is always a supermarket or target hiring until you can get that job you want

and i would seriously suggest seeing a professional...i have been in a depression since my father passed away and i speak with a therapist once a week...i was on meds for a little bit but stopped taking them.

focus on the positives, like that adorable baby niece you have and try to overlook the negs

i hope this doesnt seem harsh, but you may need some tough love at this point

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do you really think that you can save for a wedding working at a supermarket????

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You can definitely save more working at a supermarket than you can not working. I hope you dont think what we're saying is an attack, its not meant to be. Any kind of job is better than not working.

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Posted by kabo0831

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Posted by ddnsp618

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Posted by FuTuRe MrS MaZz

Okay, I'm sure im not the only one to notice, but I feel like all you do is post about negative things in your life. That amt of negativity will only make you feel worse... All this seems pretty serious... Have you thought about talking to a professional about it all? Try not to feel so pessimistic about things. I think thats contributing to the depressed feelings you're having!

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i feel the exact same way...im sorry you are going through a tough time, but why limit yourself to admin jobs only---there is always a supermarket or target hiring until you can get that job you want

and i would seriously suggest seeing a professional...i have been in a depression since my father passed away and i speak with a therapist once a week...i was on meds for a little bit but stopped taking them.

focus on the positives, like that adorable baby niece you have and try to overlook the negs

i hope this doesnt seem harsh, but you may need some tough love at this point

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do you really think that you can save for a wedding working at a supermarket????

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No one said that... It's just something that may help your mentality at least... Maybe take your mind off of things by keeping yourself busy! I think if the lack of money for a wedding is stressing you out.... either you need to downgrade stuff that you wanted or postpone the wedding until you can get yourself back on your feet and have the wedding of your dreams

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Posted by kabo0831

im not happy, im depressed, my family hates me, my best friend i try to talk to is bashing me. I just give up. i just want a job so i can go to work and not have to come back to this hell hole. i feel like my whole world is just crumbing from under me. i cant take it any more i cant

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Call Hilary Kessler at Winston Staffing, 122 E. 42nd Street in Manhattan. She is wonderful recruiter who gets top quality jobs.
Good luck.