I need prayers
I'm going to try to keep this as short as possible....
On black friday I picked up my cousin to go shopping and he gets in my car crying b.c. his mom just told him our grandma had cancer. Now I knew nothing of it and when I asked my mom the next day she told me my grandma has cancerous cells in her back/spine area but that it is nothing and she can live with it, that they were not harmful cells. My grandma told everyone not to talk about it and never to say she has cancer.
Today I come home and my sister's tell me my mom just left crying b.c. 'nana's cancer is worse than everyone thought', now my mom is one of those people who wont say they or anyone else is sick so for her to say that is big. apparently my grandma went to the doctor and now they dont know if it's something that is not harmful or if it is isnt. They also said they dont know how long she will have to live if it's bad. My mom told my sister's nothing else, she isnt home and we all feel like she's hiding stuff from us.
I am so upset right now, I cant even tell you. I dont know what to do, I cant even imagine her not being here, and all I can think about is if she wasnt here for my wedding. She has had such a hard life, she doesnt need this too, she has always been sick with something, this would just be the worst.
I'm sorry this is so long. I just cant talk to anyone else about this right now without breaking down. I had to get off the phone with FH b.c. i started to cry. please pray for her.
On black friday I picked up my cousin to go shopping and he gets in my car crying b.c. his mom just told him our grandma had cancer. Now I knew nothing of it and when I asked my mom the next day she told me my grandma has cancerous cells in her back/spine area but that it is nothing and she can live with it, that they were not harmful cells. My grandma told everyone not to talk about it and never to say she has cancer.
Today I come home and my sister's tell me my mom just left crying b.c. 'nana's cancer is worse than everyone thought', now my mom is one of those people who wont say they or anyone else is sick so for her to say that is big. apparently my grandma went to the doctor and now they dont know if it's something that is not harmful or if it is isnt. They also said they dont know how long she will have to live if it's bad. My mom told my sister's nothing else, she isnt home and we all feel like she's hiding stuff from us.
I am so upset right now, I cant even tell you. I dont know what to do, I cant even imagine her not being here, and all I can think about is if she wasnt here for my wedding. She has had such a hard life, she doesnt need this too, she has always been sick with something, this would just be the worst.
I'm sorry this is so long. I just cant talk to anyone else about this right now without breaking down. I had to get off the phone with FH b.c. i started to cry. please pray for her.
