I need some prayers for tomorrow please!
I'm sorry to post every little problem I have on LIW, but I seriously feel like when I have all of your good thoughts and prayers it helps a lot, I can actually FEEL it, and I feel like things will work out. Maybe I'm nuts, but..
Ok, so here's the deal. I started hofstra in sept 00 or my bachelor's. in oct 00 I got into a car accident that caused on and off complications because I got pretty banged up (yep, that's a technical term), then, because of my LOVELY immune system, I keep getting mono, and my doctor also unofficially dagnosed me with fibromyalgia (he won't write it down b/c he said no one willl insure me), then I had a car accident in jan 03, and I missed basically an entire semester. this past spring my back just went nuts and I missed the foirst 2 weeks of the semester and a lot after that, so I didn't complete any classes except for my thesis, which I never registered for, because I had a previous hold form spring 03 when I had to drop all but 2 classes. So i finally got that hold cleared up and I had to go through the buraucracy of getting it approved to register for my thesis. i got approved over summer 04, but then FH's grandma died, we went to FL to visit his other set of sick gparents, I had an internship, and then I got hurt again and I actyally wasn't walking much for most of 4 months..so the whole registering thing fell by the wayside. Then I had a hold for a meningitis shot which had to be ordered and blah blah, so everything seems to take forever and get held up. Now tomorrow FH rtook the day off form work and he's taking me to hofstra (I have such severe anxiety over this I need heim to get me through this) and we're going to beg and plead for them to let me back register for my thesis which I completed in may 2005. I really hope they let me do it. I dedicated a LOT of my life and all of my heart and soul into my thesis and if they don't let me register for it I don't know what to do. I think I'll just drop out and never go back to school, so PLEASE pray that it works out.
I can't even register for it for a future semester and then hadnin the paper as if I did it this fall or something because there IS no paper. I directed a play. I have a production book and extensive notes, but it's not a paper. i was supposed to write a 30 page paper, but on the last night of my show the head of the department came to me and told me not to write the paper because I had already done more than enough to deserve an A. I am just so nervous. I put so much into that project. I can handle losing most of my incompletes and having to retake them (although I hope I won't have to..I need prayers for that too), but for my thesis, there's just no way to get that back. if I can get registered for my thesis, then all I have to do is find out how many of my incompletes I can complete, and then if al goes well I just need a few random credits and I can graduate in december (if I can make up most or all of the incs) or may (if I can't make them up). Anyway, sorry so long. please pray for me, this has been stressing me out for so long now. I'm so stressed about school, there's so much red tape, when all I want is to finish my degree. I finished my thesis already, I feel like I should be done!
I really appreciate any happy thoughts and prayers you can send my way. I really feel like I need all the help I can get. thanks!
Ok, so here's the deal. I started hofstra in sept 00 or my bachelor's. in oct 00 I got into a car accident that caused on and off complications because I got pretty banged up (yep, that's a technical term), then, because of my LOVELY immune system, I keep getting mono, and my doctor also unofficially dagnosed me with fibromyalgia (he won't write it down b/c he said no one willl insure me), then I had a car accident in jan 03, and I missed basically an entire semester. this past spring my back just went nuts and I missed the foirst 2 weeks of the semester and a lot after that, so I didn't complete any classes except for my thesis, which I never registered for, because I had a previous hold form spring 03 when I had to drop all but 2 classes. So i finally got that hold cleared up and I had to go through the buraucracy of getting it approved to register for my thesis. i got approved over summer 04, but then FH's grandma died, we went to FL to visit his other set of sick gparents, I had an internship, and then I got hurt again and I actyally wasn't walking much for most of 4 months..so the whole registering thing fell by the wayside. Then I had a hold for a meningitis shot which had to be ordered and blah blah, so everything seems to take forever and get held up. Now tomorrow FH rtook the day off form work and he's taking me to hofstra (I have such severe anxiety over this I need heim to get me through this) and we're going to beg and plead for them to let me back register for my thesis which I completed in may 2005. I really hope they let me do it. I dedicated a LOT of my life and all of my heart and soul into my thesis and if they don't let me register for it I don't know what to do. I think I'll just drop out and never go back to school, so PLEASE pray that it works out.
I can't even register for it for a future semester and then hadnin the paper as if I did it this fall or something because there IS no paper. I directed a play. I have a production book and extensive notes, but it's not a paper. i was supposed to write a 30 page paper, but on the last night of my show the head of the department came to me and told me not to write the paper because I had already done more than enough to deserve an A. I am just so nervous. I put so much into that project. I can handle losing most of my incompletes and having to retake them (although I hope I won't have to..I need prayers for that too), but for my thesis, there's just no way to get that back. if I can get registered for my thesis, then all I have to do is find out how many of my incompletes I can complete, and then if al goes well I just need a few random credits and I can graduate in december (if I can make up most or all of the incs) or may (if I can't make them up). Anyway, sorry so long. please pray for me, this has been stressing me out for so long now. I'm so stressed about school, there's so much red tape, when all I want is to finish my degree. I finished my thesis already, I feel like I should be done!
I really appreciate any happy thoughts and prayers you can send my way. I really feel like I need all the help I can get. thanks!
