I told hubby, that I think I am turning into... (just venting)
my mother. worse part is I realize it. I hate working. I like it but I hate it. Makes sense right? well, my mom was/is a SAHM tried to work for a law firm couldnt, lasted about a year, tried working part time at a small office couldnt got fired. I have worked where I am now for the last 4 1/2 yrs - 5. I hate it but I like it (I know again what is she talking about) He responded to me after me telling him this 'I know. Ive said it for awhile' Gee, thanks hon, Im saying to myself. I have applied for a few jobs elsewhere closer to home but no takers. The one job I want and applied I spoke to the individual and they seemed optomistic and told me they would get back to me. This was on Tuesday and I was giving them till friday, I think thats long enough No? I really, really wanted that job it was just sooooo perfect for me. Whatever if it was meant to be right? Anyway, I want to work, but I dont. I dont have the energy but then again I do.
Lord Help me, Give me strength !
Lord Help me, Give me strength !
