I'm an emotional mess.

Today's 18 years my father was killed by a drunk driver.... and one month of my Gramma passing.... buttttt one of my bestest friends, Brandi, gets married Saturday....

I really am on an emotion rollercoaster. I've been crying, but then I get super excited for Brandi's wedding and all, where I'm super giddy, then bam, I'm crying again... I can't take it anymore!!!!

I swear I can't watch a freakin commercial without crying!!!!!! It's not like me!!!!

Girls, I know I don't post on here anymore, and I know like 80% of you don't even know me, but goood jessuss, if you ever need anything, or to talk, I'm here....I love you girls!!!


Okay, I'm sorry I just rambled about nothing you guys care about lol but, I just needed to get this out......

We are here for you no matter how often you post! Hope the day gets better for you. But remember that it's good to cry / remember / grieve at times like this, it really is. My grandmother died when I was 7 - 23 years ago - and every once in a while, I still cry about it. There is nothing wrong with it, and I think it's really good for you.

All i can offer you are . Seems like you're feeling every emotion and it's only natural considering what you just wrote about.

You aren't alone!!!

aaaawwww

Sweetie...you know I'm here for you.

Chand!!!!

I hope you are doing well....we missed you on here. And I am sorry to hear about your father and gramma. I don't know what to say that would make you feel better. But keep your head up and allow yourself to cry. I have learned that sometimes you need to let it all out. Sometimes it feels much better in the end after you are finished!!

But many hugs to you and I hope you feel better!!!!! And have a wonderful time this weekend at your best friend's wedding!!!!!!! I know she hasn't been on here in awhile either- so congrats Brandi!!!!!!!

hey chand!!! I can't sit here and tell you that I know what you are going through, because I don't, but I can tell you that you need a hug.

so these are for you:



The motto of 2008 is 'everything is gonna be alright'.

Hang in there kiddo... I'm only an FM away if you need to chat!

You girls really are the best!!! I've loved ya since day one of be being here 2 years ago!!!

We can be emotional messes together... if u need to talk i am only an FM away!!!

I hope you feel better soon. Talking about how you feel helps sometimes so chat away with us.

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Posted by cbcf

Chand!!!!

I hope you are doing well....we missed you on here. And I am sorry to hear about your father and gramma. I don't know what to say that would make you feel better. But keep your head up and allow yourself to cry. I have learned that sometimes you need to let it all out. Sometimes it feels much better in the end after you are finished!!

But many hugs to you and I hope you feel better!!!!! And have a wonderful time this weekend at your best friend's wedding!!!!!!! I know she hasn't been on here in awhile either- so congrats Brandi!!!!!!!

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Caaa Caa Caa Caaaatttieeeeeeee, I've missed ya girls too... Esp you and your beautiful chicken cutlets!!

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Posted by BellaChandella

You girls really are the best!!! I've loved ya since day one of be being here 2 years ago!!!

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PS, that pic of your FH in your avatar is HOT!!!

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Posted by FinallyEngaged



We can be emotional messes together... if u need to talk i am only an FM away!!!

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AMEN to that sista! lol

Thank you!!!

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Posted by yelley77

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Posted by BellaChandella

You girls really are the best!!! I've loved ya since day one of be being here 2 years ago!!!

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PS, that pic of your FH in your avatar is HOT!!!

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haha, thanks. but your avatar pic is def much hotter.

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Posted by BellaChandella

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Posted by cbcf

Chand!!!!

I hope you are doing well....we missed you on here. And I am sorry to hear about your father and gramma. I don't know what to say that would make you feel better. But keep your head up and allow yourself to cry. I have learned that sometimes you need to let it all out. Sometimes it feels much better in the end after you are finished!!

But many hugs to you and I hope you feel better!!!!! And have a wonderful time this weekend at your best friend's wedding!!!!!!! I know she hasn't been on here in awhile either- so congrats Brandi!!!!!!!

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Caaa Caa Caa Caaaatttieeeeeeee, I've missed ya girls too... Esp you and your beautiful chicken cutlets!!

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I have to admit they are beautiful

missed you too!!! I hope you are doing okay....if you ever need to just chat/vent/cry whatever you can always FM me

awwww chand!!! we miss you. feel better girl, one day at a time

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Posted by cbcf

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Posted by BellaChandella

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Posted by cbcf

Chand!!!!

I hope you are doing well....we missed you on here. And I am sorry to hear about your father and gramma. I don't know what to say that would make you feel better. But keep your head up and allow yourself to cry. I have learned that sometimes you need to let it all out. Sometimes it feels much better in the end after you are finished!!

But many hugs to you and I hope you feel better!!!!! And have a wonderful time this weekend at your best friend's wedding!!!!!!! I know she hasn't been on here in awhile either- so congrats Brandi!!!!!!!

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Caaa Caa Caa Caaaatttieeeeeeee, I've missed ya girls too... Esp you and your beautiful chicken cutlets!!

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I have to admit they are beautiful

missed you too!!! I hope you are doing okay....if you ever need to just chat/vent/cry whatever you can always FM me

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Thank you love!!!