I'm back and sooo sad and don't know what to do with myself

cbcf Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:32 PM

I'm back and sooo sad and don't know what to do with myself

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!!

I am finally back on here for well lets just say I am going to be on here everyday now that FH left this morning.

So I extremely enjoyed my last week with FH before he left for Japan. We took my sisters and cousins to Six Flags, we celebrated FH's bday we went to Atlantic City with his brother and wife and our best friends who are dating.

We also went out to the bars alot lol and finished registering and also finished last minute details with the wedding planning. We even had our engagement party 2 weeks ago. I am still working on getting the pics onto my laptop. FH left me DVD with all the photos we took while he was home for the month but it isnt reading on my computer for some reason it *****!!

But anyway...Just wanted to say hi to everyone and I will be on here again ALOT and definitely for the support because I don't think I ever cried as much as I did in my life as I did this afternoon after I got home from dropping FH off at the airport. It is going to be hard having FH gone for a whole year. And I know we have done 5-6 months before without seeing each other before but I was spoiled with having him home for the whole month and didn't want him to leave. And also as I am typing this I am crying on the phone with FH as he waits in San Diego airport for his flight to Japan knowing this is the last time fo 2 days that I wont have any contact with FH It STINKS BIG TIME!!!!!!

Sorry ok I think I am done venting just wanted to say hello to everyone!!!!

lb9977 Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:34 PM

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It sounds like you had such a great month with him! The year will go by fast and when it does you'll be married, you have so much to look forward to so hopefully time flies!!!

angl2001 Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:34 PM

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we r here for you!!! i know its not the same! i am sure u will be fine and FH will be back before you know it!!!

Papillon25 Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:34 PM

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We are here for you

MikeandJess Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:36 PM

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aww catie, I almost cried reading this. Friggin wedding emotions blow. Anyway, I know we can't fulfill all the things your FH can but we're here for you

chrispar Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:36 PM

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Welcome back. Glad you got to spend time with FH. I know you miss him but he will be back sooner then you think. Just think next year you will be married!!!!! We are all here for you!

cbcf Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:36 PM

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Thank you everyone for all your support it was definitely great having FH home for a month. And I do hope the whole year goes by VERY fast!!! HAHA

Melissa313 Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:42 PM

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AWW!!! He will be home before you know it!!!! it sounds like you had a great time, and it will make the wedding all that much more special!

Mizzdimple Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:44 PM

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hey catie! I was wondering what happened with you but figured you were busy with FH lol....
Glad to have you back!

AS Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:46 PM

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Good to see you again

cbcf Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:49 PM

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Posted by Mizzdimple

hey catie! I was wondering what happened with you but figured you were busy with FH lol....
Glad to have you back!

Yeah I was enjoying my time with FH since I took off from work for 2 weeks. I felt bad because the first 2 weeks of him being home I had to work

But thanks for thinking of me!

Thank you all for the hugs...I appreciate it and you girls are such a great form of support!!!!

JeanetteandSteve Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:51 PM

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catie!! i'm so sorry that you're so sad, but i'm so happy for you that you had such a nice month with him! and i know this year will be difficult but you have your friends, your family, and you have US!! it won't be easy but it won't be as hard as you think. and when he comes home he'll be coming home for good right? and he'll come home and become your HUSBAND!!

we'll have to have LOTS of GTGs so you can get out and have some fun...the more you do that the faster the time will pass. and i still can't wait to meet you!!

xoxoxo!!

cbcf Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:54 PM

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Posted by misskitty08

catie!! i'm so sorry that you're so sad, but i'm so happy for you that you had such a nice month with him! and i know this year will be difficult but you have your friends, your family, and you have US!! it won't be easy but it won't be as hard as you think. and when he comes home he'll be coming home for good right? and he'll come home and become your HUSBAND!!

we'll have to have LOTS of GTGs so you can get out and have some fun...the more you do that the faster the time will pass. and i still can't wait to meet you!!

xoxoxo!!

haha yeah thankfully i have you guys and my family and friends. and yes lets have lots of GTG's....

And yes FH will be home for good when he comes home from Japan. So that is one thing that I am looking forward too because I was finally able to see what it was like to have my fiance with me for longer than a weekend and experience sort of living together since we never left each others sides haha

katleigh3 Posted: Jun 27, 2007 08:54 PM

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Hey Catie...Its good to have you back...I was wondering how you were doing! I'm glad you guys had a GREAT month together. Hang strong and then you get the spend the rest of your life with him.

ant n tilde Posted: Jun 27, 2007 09:03 PM

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welcome back

Jesaroo2 Posted: Jun 27, 2007 09:12 PM

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CATIE U know I am here for u and Love u and I know how this feels :(

so lets have a sleep over on our next days off rent some sad movies and eat lots of ice cream!

ILOVEBRIAN2008 Posted: Jun 28, 2007 08:22 AM

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im so glad u had a good time with fh!!!!! but it must be hard knowing that u cant see hime for so long just keep yourself very busy and itll fly by!!!!!! then ull be getting married to him!