I'm back and sooo sad and don't know what to do with myself

Original post by cbcf

Jun 27, 2007 08:32 PM

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!!

I am finally back on here for well lets just say I am going to be on here everyday now that FH left this morning.

So I extremely enjoyed my last week with FH before he left for Japan. We took my sisters and cousins to Six Flags, we celebrated FH's bday we went to Atlantic City with his brother and wife and our best friends who are dating.

We also went out to the bars alot lol and finished registering and also finished last minute details with the wedding planning. We even had our engagement party 2 weeks ago. I am still working on getting the pics onto my laptop. FH left me DVD with all the photos we took while he was home for the month but it isnt reading on my computer for some reason it *****!!

But anyway...Just wanted to say hi to everyone and I will be on here again ALOT and definitely for the support because I don't think I ever cried as much as I did in my life as I did this afternoon after I got home from dropping FH off at the airport. It is going to be hard having FH gone for a whole year. And I know we have done 5-6 months before without seeing each other before but I was spoiled with having him home for the whole month and didn't want him to leave. And also as I am typing this I am crying on the phone with FH as he waits in San Diego airport for his flight to Japan knowing this is the last time fo 2 days that I wont have any contact with FH It STINKS BIG TIME!!!!!!

Sorry ok I think I am done venting just wanted to say hello to everyone!!!!

Jesses Girl Posted: Jun 28, 2007 08:43 AM

Re: I'm back and sooo sad and don't know what to do with myself

awwww he will be back before u kno it.

cherish83 Posted: Jun 28, 2007 08:58 AM

Re: I'm back and sooo sad and don't know what to do with myself

Aww Catie Im so sorry you have to go through this again. Atleast you get to look back on your whole month together. When he comes back next year is he back for good?

catsgirl Posted: Jun 28, 2007 11:14 AM

Re: I'm back and sooo sad and don't know what to do with myself

YOU HAVE SOOO MUCH TO LOOK FORWARD TO, I HOPE THE YEAR GOES BY QUICKLY FOR YOU, THEN JUST THINK BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOU WILL BE HIS MRS.

jgl Posted: Jun 28, 2007 11:27 AM

Re: I'm back and sooo sad and don't know what to do with myself

i feel so bad for you. I cant imagine an entire year.

But just know that if anyone of us were in your situation, we'd be crying like you are too!!! You cant help it, you are going to miss him and its going to be hard. But try to be strong, keep yourself busy, spend it with friends (on LIW and off ) and before you know it he will be back home.

We are always here though for thoses days that you are really down!