I feel so sad about loosing my brother i feel like someone is sitting on my chest. I have a constant upset stomach.
The services were very nice. We had one in FL and we had one in NY and hes buried here and I promised his Mother that I would go to visit him alot.
This is the most horrible thing that can happen to a family. And now I feel like I need to know where frank is every single minute of the day.
My worst feeling is I didnt get a chance to call Nicky on his birthday(he died 2 days later) I just figured I would call him tomorrow, and now there are no tomorrows. I will never ever forget that I didnt get to talk to him that day.
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Oh Suzanne i'm sending you tons of hugs!!!
kel2004
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I doubt words would even help right now... I guess, just try to believe that Nicky is at peace, and somehow, your family will get through it.
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I don't know what to say. I AM HERE FOR YOU IF YOU NEED ANYTHING.
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lots of hugs coming your way
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Posted by Suzanne I will never ever forget that I didnt get to talk to him that day.
Try not to beat yourself up. That's the last thing you need right now.
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If today is too hard for you - don't make yourself stay at work - go home and rest.
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Suzanne, again I am so sorry for your loss.
Nicky knows how you felt about him, I am sure.
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no words just
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Do not force yourself to work if you cannot, it will only make it harder.
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x
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awww..suzanne....i am so sorry definetely don't force yourself to go back to work. it might be too soon to get back into the normal routine, i know that helps a lot of people cope, but you should take a few days off and rest and just take it easy. do what is right for you sweetie! Lots of hugs and prayers being sent your way!
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thank you so much girls
I am at work right now, but i feel like if I go home by myself I will loose it. I have had to stay strong for my family and make the arrangments for the last week, I have yet to be alone.
