Im fuming mad right now

Let me start off by saying how crappy my day was. I had to go in the city to my office to do some work I usually work on the island in field but yesterday I had to go in. On the way home the LIRR gets stuck in Farmingdale everyone had to get off. Thank God my brother came and got me I had to go to Ronkonkoma for to get my car. I get to the lot and someone has me blocked in and I couldn't get out. The cops don't really maintain or care about that lot because it is abandoned so alot of people park there. I waited for 2 hours for some other cars around me to come so I could squeeze out. I was so mad.
But this is why I am so mad today......

So now today I finally get in touch with church who never returns call to get a price of how much it will cost me to get married there. They tell me 1800 okay and a 300 refundable deposit if I am not late to the cermony. So that I will not hold up pastor, singer, piano person that comes with the 1800 price. Are you kidding me??? 1800 dollars, is this the going price??? I am non demonination but this is crazy. I cannot afford this. What am I going to do??? I had my mind set on having my wedding here but not anymore. ;

Sorry so long, I was crying I am getting so discouraged with this wedding.