I'm here...

I posted this on the thread that has my name as a title....but just in case you guys don't see that. I wanted to say:


Hey my loves! I am here! Wow, your out pour of love and support for me just really lifts me up. I am OK. It is very hard to go home every night to an empty house. To sleep in our bed alone....to think constantly of all the pain he has caused. I do still love him, but nowhere near the way I used to. I don't think I will ever be able to find that love again...not after this...


But I do think I need time and space and I need to do research before any final decision is made...I am just so heartbroken and angry right now...but I want to do the right thing, the smart thing, the best thing for my life...and unfortunately, my husband is not that...not currently and he may never be. So I am sad that this was taken from me. That the life I thought was mine, was a lie. I am barely sleeping or eating...and I truly just want to escape...but you girls are amazing and I love you and I thank you for thinking of me and praying for me. Please continue to do so if you don't mind. I will be on LI with my family for Easter weekend. If any of you are around, maybe we can plan a get together on Good Friday or Holy Saturday or something...Thank you all so much!

Love,
Jess

sending lots of love and support your way... we def should plan a 'love for jsquared GTG'

i am glad to hear that you're taking time to think through all of this -i am so sorry you have to go through something this terrible. i'm praying for you and hoping that everything works out

i am on the GTG !!! it will be lots of fun!!! drinks, food, good times!!!!!!

we are all prayingfor you and send you lots of hugs

I'm not sure what happened, and as hard as things may be. I wish you the best and will be praying for you too.

you are in my thoughts and prayers and I really pray that you get through this and find true happiness. You truly deserve a world of love and happiness

Jess - thanks for the update, we have all been thinking about you! Please know that you have a large group of girls that care for you! I truly hope you will be able to find peace in whatever you decide.

Hi Jess! I'm so glad that you posted, I think I can speak for the majority of us when I say I can't stop thinking about you ane wondering how you are. If you need anything you know us LIW girls are here :) I'll continue to pray for you and let us know about a GTG!

Mucho hugs to you..i'm truly sorry you have to go thru something like this.

i'm so glad to hear from you. i was watching the posts and thinking about you constantly!!! you will be okay. i'll keep praying for you and thinking of you and send lots of happiness your way.

a gtg is a great idea.

So glad to hear from you and just know that you have so many people around who are thinking of you and wishing you well

sending you lots of and

I didn't post on your original post honestly because I was at a loss for words and all the other girls were saying good things to you and I felt like you needed a hug more than anything after all the opinions support and advice that was already given to you from the previous posts. however I do hope that you are holding in there you do sound like a strong women and I would definitely love to mage a GTG for when you come in ... I just cant make it out that saturday night because I go into work at 4 so friday night would be doable ... let us know!!

Oh i entirely missed what happened so have no idea what you are going through but still. . big love to you and I hope that strength comes to you in a big way. . .

Sending lots of love your way I hope that whatever you decide is the right decision for you regardless what you decide.