I'm SO tired, but I hate staying in my house alone

Oh thank god it's not just me who needs a night light! I haven't had to stay alone in sooooo long. JT was always there, y'know? I made my little cousins sleep here with me last night, that's how pathetic I am. I NEVER EVER used to worry about being home alone. I think it also has to do with the fact that we don't live in the safest area out here, either. I mean, my condo is attached to like a million others and they have thin walls, so I mean, hello, different than being in a house alone, but still. I freak. I can't wait to move out of this hell hole. It's just not a nice neighborhood. Oh god, I'm a paranoid freak. Sorry

yeah, the tv, and i try and stay on the internet or do a craft so that my hands are busy along with watching something