Im still around...
I havent been on and that makes me sad - you girls really are such a joy to my life - i look forward to talking and sharing thigs with you every day - but my life has just spun out of control!
I went back to work and I work 630am to 230pm, come home and every single day i have a neighbor who lives below me complain about how FH and I live - bc we have our pets - shes got a &$#&%(^&% dog that barks all night and plays her TV LOUD all night - and I NEVER complained bc i cant stop her from living and we all chose to live in an apt complex with pets - so i finally told her to stop bulling me - the rude notes on the door had to stop - and i got my super behind me and he agreed - hes such a sweetheart! We do nothing wrong - we try to be in bed by 10pm and have the kitties and our pup quiet by then. One night Emma (puppy) got out but she was in her cage in 30 seconds and thats when she complained, infront of her whole family while i was runningout to a fitting and i finally told her - you know what - your tv is loud too and your dog barks sometimes at night (hes about 50lbs) but im not going to say anything - we live in a pet complex and i cant stop u from living. Sad really - i like to be friends and nice with everyone - other neighbors were outside and when she left they asked me why she always gave me such a hard time - we are so nice! and they wanted to tell the super too, bc its not fair - but they were happy i finally stood up to her - DUMMY - YOU LIVE IN A COMPLEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Back at work is hard my body is still adjusting and then the running around with the wedding.
We wound up with MORE Nos than I wanted - which i find very depressing. And then i heard not alot of ppl want to go to the church bc of the time lapse inbetween for pictures, and that made me depressed even more, bc its like a slap in the face to me, IMO - you should pay your respect to the couple and see the ceremony - the reason for the celebration.
I have 2 bridesmaids who i thought were the closest to me who just wont give me the time of day - i actually wrote them an email that said - I will be calling you guys please pick up your phone. I am begging and it hurts.
I have no plans on ever trying to get in touch with them after the wedding. They can call me when they feel like being a friend to me again. Esp the one who is married - i really needed her help!!! I have 2 moms in my BP - one has my RBS and the one that just had a BABY ARE MORE HELP!!! and the one with the newborn lives in Louisiana!!!!!!
It makes me sick - and really just hurt my feelings.
FHs Bach party is tonite - who knows when mine is or if im even having one - hes going into the city to see young frankenstein, then going along 42nd street (FH is really into the grindhouse theatres and what 42nd street once was - so he can go there and pretend - its so different now) and get food drinks and then i told his Best Man if they want stay out till morning and get breakfast - just call me if everyone is too drunk from the train. He put so much effort into that.
I took my niece to get her fitting which was supposed to be at 3 - but the bridal store said it wasnt ready - which pissssssssed me off to no end bc her last fitting was 2.5 weeks before!!! SHE IS 2!!!! My mom and I had our fittings at 3 too, so they wanted us to go at 3 and her at 630, but my mom had her with her so i said no and insisted we all stay together and switch another day - they sd no so i sd fine 630 BUT SHE IS FIRST!!! I took her back to my apt we ate dinner and she was changed and we went to the store and then they insisted they fit me first! I was so mad - but i hopped into my gown and right out bc we just wanted to make sure it was ok with the constant loss and gain i have been experiencing - all my gown had done was the bustle! Then they put my mom and neice in their gowns together in the same room bc she was getting clingy and i said SHE GOES FIRST - NOOOOOOOO i turn around ( i had angel with my too hes goingn to be 1 - my bro works nights) and they are fitting my mom - 15 min later they go to fit lilah and she FLIPS CRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS HER BED TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!! Better yet - they fit her ON THE TABLE IN THE HALL WAY!!!!!!!!!!!! CRYING!!!!!!! 2 seamstresses who keep telling me they cant work on her bc shes too upset!!! NO SH!T!!!!!!!!!!! there were 10 people staring at her - and then they wanted us to do a pickup next time???!!! I was like nooooooooooooooooo waaaaaaaaaaay we have to do another fitting - who knows what they got done!!!
Now I should tell u her first fitting was at 3pm and for 20 minutes she stood with her arms out and did whatever they wanted her to do - she was an angel!
SO its been a little rough - i just found out about FHs Bach party a few days ago so i am rearranging my day bc i need him with me for some things.
Busy Busy Busy!!!!
I am excited too, its just beena little toough with everything going on.
And I have wanted to reach out so many times - us brides really need to be there for eachother bc at the end of the day - i feel like u guys understand my emotions now better than anyone - and I think alot of u will agree - unless you are going through all of the stresses - its hard to imagine what its like - i would go to the bathroom at work and just breakdown for no reason - other than stress!!!!
Miss you guys!!!! xooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I went back to work and I work 630am to 230pm, come home and every single day i have a neighbor who lives below me complain about how FH and I live - bc we have our pets - shes got a &$#&%(^&% dog that barks all night and plays her TV LOUD all night - and I NEVER complained bc i cant stop her from living and we all chose to live in an apt complex with pets - so i finally told her to stop bulling me - the rude notes on the door had to stop - and i got my super behind me and he agreed - hes such a sweetheart! We do nothing wrong - we try to be in bed by 10pm and have the kitties and our pup quiet by then. One night Emma (puppy) got out but she was in her cage in 30 seconds and thats when she complained, infront of her whole family while i was runningout to a fitting and i finally told her - you know what - your tv is loud too and your dog barks sometimes at night (hes about 50lbs) but im not going to say anything - we live in a pet complex and i cant stop u from living. Sad really - i like to be friends and nice with everyone - other neighbors were outside and when she left they asked me why she always gave me such a hard time - we are so nice! and they wanted to tell the super too, bc its not fair - but they were happy i finally stood up to her - DUMMY - YOU LIVE IN A COMPLEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Back at work is hard my body is still adjusting and then the running around with the wedding.
We wound up with MORE Nos than I wanted - which i find very depressing. And then i heard not alot of ppl want to go to the church bc of the time lapse inbetween for pictures, and that made me depressed even more, bc its like a slap in the face to me, IMO - you should pay your respect to the couple and see the ceremony - the reason for the celebration.
I have 2 bridesmaids who i thought were the closest to me who just wont give me the time of day - i actually wrote them an email that said - I will be calling you guys please pick up your phone. I am begging and it hurts.
I have no plans on ever trying to get in touch with them after the wedding. They can call me when they feel like being a friend to me again. Esp the one who is married - i really needed her help!!! I have 2 moms in my BP - one has my RBS and the one that just had a BABY ARE MORE HELP!!! and the one with the newborn lives in Louisiana!!!!!!
It makes me sick - and really just hurt my feelings.
FHs Bach party is tonite - who knows when mine is or if im even having one - hes going into the city to see young frankenstein, then going along 42nd street (FH is really into the grindhouse theatres and what 42nd street once was - so he can go there and pretend - its so different now) and get food drinks and then i told his Best Man if they want stay out till morning and get breakfast - just call me if everyone is too drunk from the train. He put so much effort into that.
I took my niece to get her fitting which was supposed to be at 3 - but the bridal store said it wasnt ready - which pissssssssed me off to no end bc her last fitting was 2.5 weeks before!!! SHE IS 2!!!! My mom and I had our fittings at 3 too, so they wanted us to go at 3 and her at 630, but my mom had her with her so i said no and insisted we all stay together and switch another day - they sd no so i sd fine 630 BUT SHE IS FIRST!!! I took her back to my apt we ate dinner and she was changed and we went to the store and then they insisted they fit me first! I was so mad - but i hopped into my gown and right out bc we just wanted to make sure it was ok with the constant loss and gain i have been experiencing - all my gown had done was the bustle! Then they put my mom and neice in their gowns together in the same room bc she was getting clingy and i said SHE GOES FIRST - NOOOOOOOO i turn around ( i had angel with my too hes goingn to be 1 - my bro works nights) and they are fitting my mom - 15 min later they go to fit lilah and she FLIPS CRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS HER BED TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!! Better yet - they fit her ON THE TABLE IN THE HALL WAY!!!!!!!!!!!! CRYING!!!!!!! 2 seamstresses who keep telling me they cant work on her bc shes too upset!!! NO SH!T!!!!!!!!!!! there were 10 people staring at her - and then they wanted us to do a pickup next time???!!! I was like nooooooooooooooooo waaaaaaaaaaay we have to do another fitting - who knows what they got done!!!
Now I should tell u her first fitting was at 3pm and for 20 minutes she stood with her arms out and did whatever they wanted her to do - she was an angel!
SO its been a little rough - i just found out about FHs Bach party a few days ago so i am rearranging my day bc i need him with me for some things.
Busy Busy Busy!!!!
I am excited too, its just beena little toough with everything going on.
And I have wanted to reach out so many times - us brides really need to be there for eachother bc at the end of the day - i feel like u guys understand my emotions now better than anyone - and I think alot of u will agree - unless you are going through all of the stresses - its hard to imagine what its like - i would go to the bathroom at work and just breakdown for no reason - other than stress!!!!
Miss you guys!!!! xooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
