Is it normal....

To have a complete meltdown 9 nine days before the wedding?

I called my FH at work at 7:30 this morning hysterical crying and I didn't even know why.

This has been such a rough week. I was busy going to dress fittings with BM's and tyring to finish all the last minute wedding stuff. I have been up late every night this week and I am exhausted.

I haven't seen FH since Monday and won't be able to see him until tomorrow afternoon.

At this point I am just so happy that all the madness will be over in 9 days and in 11 I will be laying on a beach in 90degree weather!!!

Do any of you other June Brides feel the same?

Sometimes yes.

But it is more because I haven't had any relaxing time. So, I went for a 1/2 hour massage yesterday and that helped so much I'm getting another one a couple of days before the wedding. I am not the type to do that regularly, but this is an extreme time...

Take a few moments to yourself - you deserve it! If you don't enjoy the wedding and smile no one else will!

Look on the bright side you're almost done and will be chillin on someone's beach soon.

I feel like I'm in a box, it's walls represent time and it's closing in on me. I graduate in 2 two weeks, I have 3 papers and a presentation. And planning from Chicago doesn't help.

I hope that when school is over, I'll have more time to think and get things done.