ITs been a rough 2 weeks.NWR VENT
So 5 years ago i had Brain Surgery. I started to have seizures and they found something in my brain that had to be taken out. It was a long ordeal which led to me not graduating HS on time and completely being off track with my college. It was something that i THOUGHT i dealt with pretty well back then but looking back now makes me wonder HOW THE HELL DID I DO IT!!!???? I was on Meds for YEARS and it held me back from a few things.
3 Years ago i had been seizure free for 2 years after my surgery so it was time for me to be off my meds. I had to stop driving for 6 months and had to be watched like a hawk to make sure nothing would happened... THANKFULLY everything went well and i was siezure free for about 5 years now....Up until 2 weeks ago
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I walked into work early morning and it hit my like a ton of bricks. I fell to the floor seizing in front of my colleagues. Not only was i embarrassed but i was devastated. There was no explanation to what had happened and i could feel the HORROR creeping back into my life. They called an ambulance and brought me back to the same Nightmare that started almost 6 years ago.
Im now back on Medication and going for tests like an EFFIN GUinea Pig. They have no idea why i had a seizure after this long period of time of not having any complications. I just spent today in the hospital having an Angiogram done and they found nothing!!! I should be happy that my brain is Physically healthy but this still leaves everything unexplained. They are going to keep running tests. i dont know if i can do this all over again!...this is supposed to be a happy time for me and now all of this comes up??? Im now walking around PARANOID like im going to drop dead or im not going to wake up... its such a horrible feeling!...I really dont know what to do with myself. I have a wonderful FH who is an absolute darling throughout this ordeal but i can see it in his eyes that he is Terribly worried. i wish i can just hit a DO OVER button....
Thanks for listening girls....XOXO
3 Years ago i had been seizure free for 2 years after my surgery so it was time for me to be off my meds. I had to stop driving for 6 months and had to be watched like a hawk to make sure nothing would happened... THANKFULLY everything went well and i was siezure free for about 5 years now....Up until 2 weeks ago
I walked into work early morning and it hit my like a ton of bricks. I fell to the floor seizing in front of my colleagues. Not only was i embarrassed but i was devastated. There was no explanation to what had happened and i could feel the HORROR creeping back into my life. They called an ambulance and brought me back to the same Nightmare that started almost 6 years ago.
Im now back on Medication and going for tests like an EFFIN GUinea Pig. They have no idea why i had a seizure after this long period of time of not having any complications. I just spent today in the hospital having an Angiogram done and they found nothing!!! I should be happy that my brain is Physically healthy but this still leaves everything unexplained. They are going to keep running tests. i dont know if i can do this all over again!...this is supposed to be a happy time for me and now all of this comes up??? Im now walking around PARANOID like im going to drop dead or im not going to wake up... its such a horrible feeling!...I really dont know what to do with myself. I have a wonderful FH who is an absolute darling throughout this ordeal but i can see it in his eyes that he is Terribly worried. i wish i can just hit a DO OVER button....
Thanks for listening girls....XOXO
