Jsquared

Hey my loves! I am here! Wow, your out pour of love and support for me just really lifts me up. I am OK. It is very hard to go home every night to an empty house. To sleep in our bed alone....to think constantly of all the pain he has caused. I do still love him, but nowhere near the way I used to. I don't think I will ever be able to find that love again...not after this...


But I do think I need time and space and I need to do research before any final decision is made...I am just so heartbroken and angry right now...but I want to do the right thing, the smart thing, the best thing for my life...and unfortunately, my husband is not that...not currently and he may never be. So I am sad that this was taken from me. That the life I thought was mine, was a lie. I am barely sleeping or eating...and I truly just want to escape...but you girls are amazing and I love you and I thank you for thinking of me and praying for me. Please continue to do so if you don't mind. I will be on LI with my family for Easter weekend. If any of you are around, maybe we can plan a get together on Good Friday or Holy Saturday or something...Thank you all so much!

Love,
Jess

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Posted by KerriJohnS

You know.. when I did a search for her.. nothing came up. did she delete her profile?

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No, her profile is still there.

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Oh is it? I tried to look for it but nothing came up. Maybe I used the wrong name.

Well in anycase.. if you are readinging this JSquared... we are all thinking of you... and sending lots of your way!!!!!

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!
So great to hear from you Jess. I have thought and prayed for you so much. I'll continue to do so.

Stay strong, Beautiful! So glad you will be with your family in a few weeks....I'd definitely be up for a get together

you have fm again...
sorry!

Don't hesitate to FM me if you need anything. We worry about you!!

J - I wish you all the best!! I want to let you know everything will get solved!! Lots of