lost sleep last night thinking about this..

I really need some comfort and advice ladies.. please..
we recently found an apt... a one bedroom for now.

The previous apartment we found was really really big (livingroom, bedroom) but kitchen was small and no closets, no security in the lobby, no laundry room.It also had high ceilings and looked huge for a one bedroom. I was hesitant because it was 1,400 for a 1 bedroom and it was in Feb. We are moving in, in May and I didnt want FH and I to shell out 3 months rent for no reason.

Fast forward until now...
The current apartment we found (which FH put 1 months security deposit, etc) everything is done, is kind of smaller. It is however, right by the beach, and across from the bay. Kitchen is huge and renovated with lots of closets, bedroom is kind of small (which is what is stressing me out), living room is big not not HUGE like the other apartment. There are lots of closets, lots throughout the apartment, which is why I think the house looks smaller?.

Now, I am stressed bc the bedroom is small. Is having a larger kitchen more important (to where you can fit a huge 6 person table) or a larger bedroom? I am so stressed, and I dont even want to tell FH because I dont want to upset him. I figured maybe we can always move out after a year? is a beautiful building (security, laundry room, etc) but the bedroom is smaller than I remembered when I first saw it. Sorry for the long vent. I really need advice