MOH Vent/Rave - Long Sorry

So the other night I fell in love with an ebay seller and ordered a custom made RB pillow and FG basket. They were going to be pink satin with black satin ribbon. I seriously could not wait to get them. Fast forward to the next day. I'm on the phone with my Matron of Honor and tell her. She starts screaming. 'Jennifer, no! Can't you let me get to the shower without buying anything for yourself!' Ummm, no! Apparently she's been prepping to make me these things. Which I absolutely love her for. She's hand embroidering our names and wedding date on the pillow. But I so had my heart set on the ones I ordered, which I had to since cancel. MY MOH and another BM are very crafty and they said I shouldn't buy anything because I don't know what they can make so I should check with them first. I don't want to check with them because I want to be surprised. They're soooo sweet, but I can't wait until after my shower to buy the things I need if they didn't make them.

But I loooooove them! They're sooooo good to me!

See, that's what I mean. I love that they're being so thoughtful, but I can't wait until then to see what they're doing and then run around getting everything last minute. And I don't want to run every purchase by them because anything they do, I want to be a surprise.