********My Last QOTD 7/19/2009********

********My Last QOTD 7/19/2009********

Sorry this is a bit late today, was doing the whole wifey thing: cleaning, grocery shopping and just spending some quality time with FH


I had today a very emotional moment today, and thus the inspiration for today's (and my last ) QOTD:

What is your most emotional, tear jerking, heart bursting moment since you got engaged about wedding/engagement/FH?

So for me one was, as I mentioned, today: I was talking to FH about his art and the painting he made for me as an E-gift. I was saying how this is his best work and that I want to put a close in my will (how morbid - I know! ) that our kids/grandkids/grate grandkids aren't allowed to sell it. So I said: 'can you imagine that in 200 years some friends of our grate-grate-grate grandchildren will come over for a dinner party and they will show them and tell the story behind the painting??? '
At that moment I got filled with so much emotion, it hit me we're forever and any future we have in front of us is communal. I started crying. Over breakfast. In public.


Another moment was when looking for a father daughter song. I listened to this song that says 'call me after you, I will come wherever you are: country, mountain.....'. That's how my dad is, so I broke down, crying for like good 10 mins.

So what are yours?




P.S. will post the new BOTW in the evening, so check back

Re: ********My Last QOTD 7/19/2009********

There have been quite a few moments from the proposal to money issues to family issues. I think the worst is when I had a break down about the money and the stress I was hyperventilating. I get very anxious about stuff. Now that the big stuff is done it is a lot better. For fh is was recognizing his mom won't be there at the wedding. She passed away from cancer.

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the only breakdowns i have is with fh and his damn mother. she is always in our business and telling us what we should do and shouldnt do. fh keeps telling her off but it doesnt work. so now we dont even talk to her just a hi and bye...

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We have been having major issues with FMIL. She refuses to walk down with FFIL or depending on the day refuses to come to our wedding. FH told me he was going to walk down the aisle by himself. It broke my heart. We were babysitting our RB (who is one of my students, he has autism) and FH said you know what I am going to walk down with him. He needs my help and I need him. I lost it!!! This means so much to me!!!

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one breakdown i had was ordering our invitations. after we had ordered it my FH mentioned he didn't like something so i started freaking out and was like 'lets go back and change it!' and hes like no its okay.. then i started like, breaking down crying like 'noooo this is our wedding you have to like it too!!' lol so we ended up going back but i just found my whole reaction strange HAHA

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The most emotional for me was when we had decided to book the Swan Club and popped in the DVD they gave us on our first meeting just to refresh our memory before our meeting to book it.
They had that song from 'Rent' in the background and I just LOST IT because I was envisioning our day and realizing all of the people I loved so much that wouldn't be there because they had passed away (and my grandma was in failing health at that point...she passed away a couple weeks after we booked the hall )